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wife doesnt want to go to bed just yet. I write. I dont have much to do. I'm not as anxious as before. I have come to accept my circumstance and this is simply contrast and feedback. I still get to choose my state of being through all the contrast.




What else is there. Daughter gets her first paycheck on friday. She is stoked excited about it. Fun times for her. She is learning much from this. She is a cheerful child. What next. Just write. I can do this one thing then read my book later. Are we having a session tonight? I'd like one. Tomorrow i might go to bed early. I can go for one session tomorrow.

Then i go back to work. I have phone charging. I see this as synchronicity for me so what else. Just trust the timing then. This is here for me anyway. Just be in this moment. This is contrast for you anyway. I am anxious about it? Just watch the market. If price were to have broken that band, it would have done so violently with energy. It is showing weakness now. I leave the order here.

I dont think it's going to do one more touch on the other side but i think it can and will. Who turned it on anyway. Where is this going now? It's so right in the middle there. Just trust the timing on this one. And then what happens. This looks like weakness. Ride the wave see where this goes. This is failure on the ma. I can have coffee session again tomorrow. Payday is after four or around five.




I can apply for that leave tomorrow. Maybe when i finish this. Maybe do that tomorrow. I just want to take it easy this time. I am not going to think about it much. This shows weakness. How do you know? The bands were broken right there but showed weakness. I dont think it will go up but the day chart shows bears are in control.

We'll see. I write about these things. My url failed on the droplet so i cancelled it altogether. It's not working there so do nothing about it. I wasnt writing much in the blog. Let's see where this is headed. I did not go to that international stock meetup. I think it's a scam. I would rather go my own way.

I think they are doing poor marketing in there. If they were making big bucks in there they wouldnt be running that gig. They'd be on vacation in perpetuity. But they are not. They hustle. That means they are not doing anything. Where is this going? Price is headed for a close. I let it go this way. Then i can go to bed after this.




I'm done with that there. Plenty anxious there. What to do tomorrow. Start writing again. What to write about. This stay at home dad trading at home and gets into the dark side. It shows how he is able to keep himself anonymous. No need to connect really. How do they get in touch with it? I'm not sure. He made comments and someone found on the inner circle.

They try a transaction and things work out. So that's how it gets started. No need for identities. They are better off anon. That way no trails in any way. Then you can write about these things. Then you can explore them. There was this one other book. I have one coming in next week or so. I can look it up.

No sign of that book. I can order it but it's not really something i want to look into. What else can i look into. I'm not sure. I can let it go at that. I've read that part of the equation. You have leads into it. You know how to set it up. You can help out in that way. How can you get into that circle. Just be open about it for now and you will see.




I cant find that book. There are books like that, they go missing. What's happening now? Simply let it go. Let the market ride itself out. Let the energy run its course. Wife is still watching her tv. She's not really watching anything. She is listening to it. What is that doing in there. I dont know. Price is headed back upstairs. What now?

It's testing these levels until market opens on the other side. Let it go for now. Just do what it needs to do. I think it's going for a breakout. Or not. Let it be so. Just see tomorrow. I can let go now. I am off for tomorrow. What to do then. I dont know. Just empty your cup. Then you are better off using up the energy.

You know the drill. You can choose to go there or not. It all comes back to you. It's the hair. What happened to this guy. I dont know. He is from that generation. Thes you will see plenty of things there. I think you see the energy in there. You have it in you because you can see it reflected back to you.




Then we do grocery tomorrow. I dont have to go there. So be it then. Trust the timing on this one. Just write about it. I am using up images faster this way it still gets ahead of the course. Are we doing it again today. I can go to sleep if needed. I am reading my book anyway. Then i can do other things. This thing has been in service a long time. I can get different keyboard. Or not. Just do this then.

But you can do a lot of other things. For now, just do this and see how it goes. You have enough energy coming up soon. It's only tuesday. It is plausible but it 's tight at this level. One lot is good and gives you plenty of room. I talk to my kids, i tell them stories. I hope it's interesting enough for them.

They'll remember these moments i hope. It's why i do it. Then they can look back to it when i'm not here anymore. This i did not have from my relatives my family and i am changing it now. And that's what this is about? I think so. So be it then. I think she has no work or school tomorrow. Daughter is coming over tomorrow.

Then she sleeps over but i leave early. I think we all get back to the grind. That's what it is grinding. Then you are able to do this. What's my ideal grind then. Writing and editing. You are. Why not get into it on yoru free time. Just write about an idea yo ucan develop on the way home. Then you can post. Then you can develop later on. It's all this and that.