insight from this morning is that it can be a hobby. It doesnt have to be great--just something that interests you. Rather than spend time editing videos that'll get strikes--go authentic.
Dont mind that pressure. You pressure yourself anyway. You know what works for you. Trust that this is what's relevant anyway. How then. You make it your own. What comes with this. Do razols. Btfgame is also something to emulate. Go for the old ones.
Maybe there is something in there that hinders the process. I go looks into that. What would it be. Those existing right now are more slams. What am i not seeing here. I am looking at these instead.
Ok. I may have to let this go for now. This conversation here is not the same as the one before. But you see how this works out for you. It means you need to let go for now. It's not because they have money and you don't. It's that you are not in your clarity.
Ok. What then. What now. Go take a nap. Take it easy. You have all this in place. Be in your clarity. Right now there's too much noise. You are over-thinking this. It's a hobby. Should i get a new hobby. What will that be about.
What interests you. I dont want to work with clients. It can be easy as this one and it's not? You get the idea here. What story are you telling on here. That one got a strike. You see that it's not relevant for you then.
The others were let off. Finish these. That's one thing i can work on right now. Just write, put words in, then you can take a nap. Or make that fried rice. Be in your clarity. I dont know why that is. But you see where this is going.
She's not going to fight you about it. She won't go into confrontation. What then. I dont want to fight. I just want to be understood. What then. Understand yourself. Just be in this space. You can make something that's similar. Cook something. It doesnt have to be that there are a number of those out there.
This is to get you going in this direction. You then refine make improvements. You gain insights once you are on your way, started the process. But if you stay in the sidelines, it's not going to happen that way.
What then. I need to publish one more video. Go with the old ones. Go with the videos that are not there. It expires in feb. I have all this to go through now. You can let go of that. I have pressure on this.
I can choose to over-think this. Or choose to point downstream and trust that this is part of the synchronicity. To trust the timing in my life--this is where i need to be right now. Can i do that. I think i can.
