there has to be a better way to do this. I got the body fingers to pick up the pattern vim. It worked. But i cant remember. The body does.
So i finish these then see what comes up. I should be on no mind mode. Then it comes up. Why did i stop doing this? I thought i can work something out. I was so derpressed earlier.
It's like waiting for something and in the meantime, things are in the dark. But the awareness is there. The presence is there. Connect with that presence. Quiet the mind. Pay attention. That's how you get through this.
Not just get through as if waiting for the sun to come out. But be aware. Do the instruction manual. That's how you get through this. Do what excites you. I dont have bike. So right now, i works on the business.
I dont have ideas just yet, but when i get on a roll there, it all owrks out. Trust that this too is connected. I get through this and i'm ok. But i'm not going to wait. I use up the energy in a positive way.
Let's go then. When i get in that mode, when i feel that coming in, then i use it as a trigger to come into awareness presence. This is spelled with a capital letter. Presence. This makes it distinct from the regular and you know what this means.
Should i have that in auto-correct? Not necessarily so. At least son got his invite for the ceremony. He's past that. I use up the energy in this way. Just do what can be done and you see what you get out of it.
Will this work? Why not. This is what you do in the meantime. There are dozens of other videos in that library. I can work something out from there. Or i can build a different one. You get the idea.
And you go into that let the body memory take you there. I did that and then it's not worth it. It wasnt fun. And you get that. What comes of this then. Just do this. Get to the other side.
If it turns then i enjoy it. But right now, it's not fun. You know what's fun, do this thing here and make it work for you. Do i have to put in everything? If it resonates with the audience then do so.
In the meantime, use up the energy in this way. I already did my practice. I dont have to do another set unless it is something i look forward to. It was just too many thoughts. Now you know. Now you get it. I'l have another one.
