If there was something new a curveball, then i'd learn how to use up the energy. And this is what its here for. And the upcoming christmas is a curveball. What's reasurring about it is that it is part of my interest. Riding excites me. I dont know how that's going to be but i am trusting the synchronicity. I have two weeks there.
Then let it be so. Let's see how these things will come about then see what happens. What do i get them for christmas? I already told them it's going to be cheap this time as there's altogether all of them. I cant afford to go big. Why am i not getting a christmas bonus. Not really sure. But the bonus i gave to myself is this business.
I dont think they can come close to that...bank called to setup business account. How is this going to fare. Trust the timing. You are on teh path. Everything is connecetd. This is higher self guidance for local me. This we havent done so and is different. Lets see where this one is headed then see what comes out of it.
It doesnt have to be perfect at this time. Only do this and see how it goes. If things do not work out, i can always close the account the go from there. I've had several businesses that did not fare well. I am taking a different path this time. This i havent done so in the past. Let's see where this is going. What else is there. Not really sure. I have anxiety. Use up the energy.
I do this until wed then take the day off then work through to the weekend. I am off monday after that. I can work with this. Lets see how it goes from here. I have laundry done. Its outside. I dont see rain in the horizon but i can take them in before i leave in hour half. Plenty time for now. I have friend sitting with me there. Use up this energy. Do i need to take a nap.
This writing is better for me. I dont know what to make out of this. Only do this get htis thing sorted. When things dont come out the other side, i can always do something else. For now, only do this. I dont know how this is going to turn out. I have the business registered. I go from there. What else is there for me. I dont know. I use up the energy. I can go early but i do the same thing anyway.
I guess this is so much better use of time. Do you want to go there. I have this energy. I am aware of this. What else. How to write. This is local me grasping, gasping for air. But it is a definition or pespective. You dont know what's going to happen next. Then sit this one through. Not pasive but get myself comfy while as i go through this process. Then i see what comes out of it.
How else can i make this work for now. Not really sure. But you have this certainty that i am working with. You dont have to go there. You have this. Work this one area then see what you get out of it. You have a team in there and they are handing off each time. In and out. How much would that be. There is the ten bucks. You see how that is. What else is there.
Not sure. Only do this for now. Wed i ride. For now write then go and trust the timing. The clothes are under the sun. They were zpinned off water. It may dry up sooner. Wife comes home later and i finish at ten. I get home late. I am not eating but get ready for bed then have coffee the next day. Tomorrow be my friday then. I work through the weekend. What do i get out of this.
Not sure yet. I have this perspective then. It's the unknown that keeps people on their toes. But this is how i find more of my self. I have this energy. Look under the hood. Then i see the pov. I can change things from there. The energy shifts as the perspective and definitions shift. I am aware. I am in this moment. Simply be here and now. Use up the energy as i sit.
Is he going to call again. I dont know. But this is how you get through the first year and you have the business up and running. What else are we doing on this side of the fence. Not really sure. I have that being developed. But i am writing too. The momentum can change. I am testing so i know what its about. Then i shift. I get the synchronicity and thats the part not seen by much. You have that down pat.
And then what happens. I am not sure. For now, we are moving forward on this. They have chinese. Are they pinoys out there doing the same thing. Not really sure. But you see what you can do with it. Lets see what happens from here. I have this energy anyway. I can do this expansion then pick up from there. What are my other options.
Use up the energy. What else. Not much else. Be in this moment. Be the awareness. Observe the thought and the body. No needto fight it or invalidate. Only be here and now. Then you are in the creation center and am poitning downstream. This is the point to it all. No need for that. It can be but its not really me. Them clouds are coming. What does that mean. I finish these then see if i needs to bring them in.
If so, i have enough time to bring them in. It looks like just clouds. If not bring in the dried ones then take it from there. I dont have to do everything. Son can bring in the laundry when he gets home. Otherwise, i wash them again on wed and i'm fine with that. Just get this over and done with for now. He called that number so they have it in there. I may have to get a plan forr that.
Certainty. Can you get that or is it by the numbers. I think you already got the point. What else are you doing in here. Is that rain clouds? It looks like it is headed there. Then i can bring that in. I may have to walk if it rains. Or not. But i havent walked in a long time. It's the bike i use anyway. Lets see how it goes. For now, flat handlebar is coming later this week.
I paid for all that last weekend. I think it was on saturday when birthday was happening. I have done this. The sun is out. Still see patches of blue. It can rain this time. I just finish this then get on with my day. I have plenty time in here. If they dry then just bring them in. I can always move them about later or hang them again tomorrow.
