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that shot is at an apartment complex that looks so crowded, maybe not so from this perspective. Maybe we can move into one, but i am not so sure. No plans, only here and now. Doing laundry.




I move to get those hack saw cut off bullhorns for my handlebars. Do i ride more? I work through the weekend. Birthday is like two weeks i turn one year more. It's not old or young, but going deeper into presence is the question. Plenty laundry. Saw an old guy cockroach. I think it was the one tormenting the wife the other night. What happened to it. He traveled much to get there but was just going around the house.

At least now we move forward with this. Son is going to school but his sisters are off from work? One is going. The other is getting her guitar today. I wonder what these two has planned for the day. I have new files in the library. Then get going. We had shared dinner last night. That was good. These kids are grown up now. Soon i'll be the smallest in the family. Son is bigger than i am now.

This is how it is. Everything is here and now. It was a cool documentary. He peacocks. I tend to. Maybe it's the artist in me as well. But he had great voice. What's my talent here. They allow video uploads to keep traffic in the site longer. That be good but extra work. Still. How do you get documentaries in there. Not sure.

I will have a look. Maybe there is no need for it but we shall see. Maybe they are gunning for it but plenty of opinions and perspectives are what they are. What do these ladies have planned for the day. It would be fun if she was more active on the side. But that's not me anymore. This is what's relevant for now. What comes next. I am not sure. I am open. Let's see how it goes.




Youtube is a great search engine. Works out for when i am home and i get to learn much. But what is my voice. Is it in the creative space. Perhaps. Why not explore that. I can write. I can connect to flow. Is it about writing. Can you write something that evokes so much in there. Why not explore that. Movie latest was a dud but there was something to it. I guess it's just me.

It had some of that element but not quite got there. Was it best to rewrite that. I can. Why not now. Write something about it relevant but from my perspective. What would have happened differently. I like this bike geometry. Why are they lower on that end. Not sure but this here is a great kidchen eating room. I like that. How to resonate with it.

Match that frequency. I have these tools going for me. Also laundry at work. Finish these and i'm done with the day. Next off is two days. Then i have four then long weekend or something like it. It's good and quiet. It's what you do with it that matters. Then see how i can expand on the business. I am headed in that direction. What comes out of it.

Get a bigger bike then see how it goes. You are always on the level up. I get that. Let's get right into it then. I think she was not able to sell on that and they found a comparable candidate that was already on board. Let's see how it goes. Maybe the sale didnt push through quite well. How do you move someplace else.




She'd been there five years. That is considered an old hand. I wonder what's it like then. Maybe there is something in there i can connect to. We'll see how it goes. For now, only do this. See how it goes. My perspective is different. I dont think he's that tech. I have plenty more where i come from and it runs deep. I have connection to flow. That is the difference there, plus the perspective.

The writing comes easy when i close my eyes. Simply do this. Surrender to what is. Use up the energy. This is what i do most of the time. Then it shifts over to the later side finish late. I can ride out that time. I dont mind it much. Lets get right into it. I document much. Its because i had plenty to do in there and others can pick up from where i left off.

When it isnt much then not much to write about. That thing is going to finish up soon. Let's change it up. I can finish them in one hour? Maybe two. Them be seeing that movie. What happen today. Not sure. Wife might want to go there for lunch. Who else be home. I dont know. I got stuff todo. I can ride out until midnight. She be working anyways. I'll see how things go.

Not much happening but being in the moment. It might rain tonight headed into better weekend. Then i can go out monday. Then four days through and i get the weekend off. That's me right now. Next week is payday. I decide how to respond to this. I choose what to make of it. I use it now for presence build. Then i practice. Then this is key for me. The relevant is here and i use up the energy.




This is the point to it all. What do i do next. Just do this. I can go through that course finish one. There is always one coming up. I have packages arriving and it takes a while. Wife did not get that gig. That means extend this by several months? Not yet relevant otherwise its going to fall into place just like that. It's always been like this. Trust the timing.

It's all synchronicity. It's all connected thats why you trust the timing. Do i. I believe so. When i am aware i see that and i can allow or let go. These kids are up. I think so. One is going to work the other is going to school. That's him. He is getting ready to go soon. I may have to stop by toilet. I have omad going for me during the week.

Does it help? It feels like it. At least it's staying there. Needs to get going in that direction do this straight through. Then it's ok what i do now. It is recalibrating the energy. Then i shift into that and i just go through with that. Trust the timing. And i use up the energy. This here is my nook. We all have our nooks.

That be a nice bike. Why leave that out in the snow. That gets rusty soon. Where is that place. It's all grey and white. Is that how you spell it. Too much drama on that side. How much. Is it fun still. I believe so. They get there much. I can invest on that and see how it all goes. You can do it here and now. Then you see it leveraged.