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balls deep into bugs

 after that night with the sabermetrics team, i feel more aligned. It's like reflection that i have guidance in every which way.

And she's coming back next week. That's ok. I have alignment and systems in place. It's different. The relationship is not the same. But who wants it the same. The neg here is the insistence and assumptions that it had to be this way or that. 

The reconnaissance on program is done. I move on to the next stop. I do this everyday. I am limiting new bbp to once a week, maybe on a friday. I am doing it everyday at the moment, neglecting the older bbp. I did remove two. As a minimum, i remove the lower scored obp as i add higher obp programs.

This is the way. I am focused on api/business logic flaws at this time as this seems to be the higher trending bug at this time. More and more are shifting or adding microservices. It's a code velocity with logic flaw testing. The script/scanner kiddies we leave it to them for the low hanging fruits.

Does this make sense? Based on my values, it is. I am growing as big fish in small pond. Plenty of nature and sports metaphor in my reflection it seems. I get that. It makes it easy for me to understand these things. I think they walks out first. Is there tennis later?

I feel less discomfort pain in that injury. I can do one more week without. But if there be more then we go in that direction. You lose some because it's only natural. You do not resonate with them anyway, plus it's not what i prefer. It's too neg for me to go there. I choose otherwise.

I had bonding time with dogi yesterday. We crossed the street he'd been curious about. It's give and take, but if he given a choice, he'd stay up and stay in a different place. I think i can go in that direction. Just do this. It may not be relevant like that, but you see the point.

Ok. I get that. Let's get going here. What comes next. You see how these things work out. Just this. You'll know what to do. Plenty of places to stay anyway. We can do it this way. Move things to storage, just get the ones that are relevant. 

Ok. I get that. But not too much on the cutting edge like that. It is a possibility. But what defines that is the energy crystallized with experience. If you simply observe it, then it is different that way. I think she has new coach so she's playing different.

You play big fish in the small tour, get that momentum going. That's the moneyball equation here. But with tennis, i cant control them. If you ask me how this would be then it's different this way. You can have that paid for with sponsorships, and you can have better players. 

Itm, it's like this. You work with and through the rec level. You gain experience. You have a different perspective. That's how you use up the energy this time. She's going for the higher slams tour. She's taking this as far as it will go but not push too hard saving up energy to peak for slams.

You cant go hard at all times. Let the smaller fish do that for you. Itm, it's more like practice but you gain points along the way. That's how you move up. Yes it is. You go to higher rank because of points. You win the minors then continue on.

Is it a flaking situation. What's the observation awareness here. I go at ten for the walk. Right now they sleep. I dont mind taking a break off tennis. I let the injury heal. Then i can continue pushing again. That wall is i am missing a lot. You'll get there. Right now, just this.

Ok. Finish up then continue on with the scans. It's not as much as learning, but gaining the experience this time. I can go for them apps, but you see how this works out. I can work things out this way. You know how to make this work anyway.

And you adapt. You grow into it. I can work something out in this way. Trust that this is so. You get this in place anyway. Then you know. You see. Do you want to go into that. Or do something else. Aha. Not much. You see what is relevant in this way.

She's not doing doubles right now. Those are some of the things that are different. I am thinking of that. Why is that. Because tennis later. Why not walk first. Push it as far into that afternoon as it will go. If tennis i can go easy, just have the hit. Let's do that. I dont have to ask around. I think it happens.