I guess i’ll explore this path and see how far it’ll go. Either the fifty k happens first in twelve months, or they kick me out. Then we have path. it’s part synchronicity because i go where path of least resistance leads. let’s see what connects from here. it’s interesting this way.
I feel better with my work and more confident. I am not that anxious about my work anymore. There i have resources to do a good job. All i need to do is to be the best i can be. At every moment, i do my best. that’s all i can do anyway. This is a cool scene. I used to be there. And then what? i’m watching it as well.
Season two is so much better. What happen then? That part is relevant and you are not part of it. Then let it go. You can see what’s happening from bird’s eye view. Then i write what comes to mind. What else is there? Just write. See what comes out of this. I think this is the last one and it’s a long episode.
What happens now? Use up the energy. Give it your best, do your best. No expectations though. Simply ride this one through. You get to the other side easy when you allow it to be there. And then what? You get something out of it. Trust the process. I keep repeating myself. I walked past uni of auckland. The building looks modern. What happens when it’s ten years from now?
Then they probably get a different design? Then they are doing much in place. I have tuna and egg tomorrow again. it’s easier this way. We get shared lunch on saturday. Next week i’ll be with my team and i’m kinda looking forward to it. We may have class together with the new team so we’ll see how it goes. And then what? Just write. It don’t matter what comes out of this.
What to write? They had grocery earlier and i wasn’t there this time. I got home around nine and bonded with my daughter. This too is why i work. Then it benefits you directly. This is how it is connected then. Also you get to redefine things to what you prefer. I see that. And i learn a lot of things. I make new friends. Trust the process. it’s all here for you. I may need new earpods.
Where to get one? I see what i can do. I can probably get one from amazon. The device are better plus price is cheaper even with shipping. i’ll get to it next payday. What happens now? Ride the wave till the next payday. One more week and we are back to that. The friday brings the charity event.
I don’t think i’d make it this time. i’ll go the next one. And then what? The weeks are going to come fast. They get to manila on christmas. Plus what then? I don’t know what we’ll be doing then but it’s different this time so i’m looking forward to this. I don’t know how we are going to spend christmas though. That could be a possibility.
I don’t know yet. i’ll be open to synchronicity. I work through christmas. What am i going to do then. I don’t know. Just be open. Be in the light. that’s the best even if i were to stay at home take a nap, then that too is connected. Then i can do it that way. Just be open. you’ll have invites then. I can bring the kids there and see what comes out of it.
We can spend the holidays in a hotel or something. The car be here so we can move around. My day off is gonna be two days in a row so we can plan something then. Now what happens. Now what happens. Get to the other side. This is where i am. I can get me a desktop and use it running throughout the week.
Is this gonna be cheaper than amazon? For now it is. But it can scale up or down and it’s faster and efficient for now. So we stick with this then. What else is there for us? I don’t know. You are tuned in to that. There are sub stories that are more interesting. I keep getting distracted. Why is that?
Kids are that way. I was like that when i was a kid as well. That is a good sub story. They can expand on that if the yget to season three. What happens then? it’s not going to be like grey’s anatomy. Or it could be. And then what? Just be open and see what happens. You can find what’s relevant when you get there.
This could be the last line for the day. I can see something else and then figure out what comes next.
