It's about dealing with negative people. You don't like that feeling of not knowing what to do. But youve been at this for six months now. The hard part is over. You already know how. Then it is the dread. Watch your thoughts. This is how you make it positive.
I start at nine. What is there to look forward to? Or at least make this neutral. Just make it neutral then. Make it fun. Look at the interesting stuff. You focus on the negative. You have a choice here at all times. It's all opportunity. Even if you were doing what you enjoy there'd still be negatives.
See it this way then you have it. You can quit but those breakfasts and after school snacks with the kids are fun. What else can you do here? You have it all in place. You have the bot. You have the numbers in place as well. It's going to work this time because it is your energy. Should i start another bot until i get home? I get home at around seven.
I think it's best i leave it resting for now. Run it again later on. For now, leave it running as is. That vps would have paid for itself several times already if it were leveraged. I see that. What comes next. You have credit line. You have it in place already. Let it be so then. You can raise up the limit yourself.
All you have to do is resonate with it. Find the signal and be in that frequency. This is what your path is about. You see that in the mirror you make it yours. Right now, this is how it is. You did it in the past and this is leveraged up. Now that you know how, you can choose how to respond to it. What is your decision.
I can restart this after i'm done. I can leave after seven. I'll take that other bus instead. Do you wear thick this time? Only the pants. I'll need another set then. Yes you will. Look into it. For now, i am back with this one. Let it be so then. You are done with that energy. You simply compared how it felt like. Then it is your energy. This is the reality for you.
It's always been yours. Your perspective is what kept you out. Now that you are aware, you can make something out of it. I can choose that energy. You chose how to respond ot it. Things are different. You put whatever definition to it. It is based on that foundation. Keep checking into it. Then you create your own reality. This is what it's about now.
You don't need proof on that. You already know it's there. Next step is for me to shift practice. This is the path. You don't need to see the result. It's all in your anyway. What comes next? I can add more funds to the account. I do this every week. What else do you need to see?
Right now it is automated and works like a charm. It just works. And then you scale up. You add more leverage? No. You scale up. You get more funds into it. Trust the timing. It's all there for you. How does it feel like. If you were already, how do you write. Be in that frequency. Even if you make it all up you make it real to yourself. It's good the time zone adjusted.
Then this is all about you. It's always been about me. What time did she go to bed? I'm not sure. I did not even wake up when she got in bed. The other night though she did bump me to wake up. That was good. Was that intentional? It really felt like it otherwise i would have slept right through it. But does it matter? I'm not sure. I like to sleep on that couch.
Why is that different? I don't know. It is just different. Then you can move forward on this. That room gets crowded real fast. Is there someone in there. Is it going to rain today? I'm not sure. This is where i am and it's all in good. I can wear several layers today. Does it smell on that side?
Not really. I have plnty. I can go through this week in a flash. You know what to do here. Just gets to the other side each time. These qa sessions they are there as part of the process. When you see it therre how will you know? What if you were to add more leverage? I don't know how to get from here to there. You really don't know. The local mind doesnt know. You trust the timing and you put yourself in that light.
It is wating. You see it. Then you can let go. You can look under the hood check the source code. Once you see why that is so, change it. If it serves you then you see why it's there. It's always like this but the past doesnt define the present. You define it here and now. Then you can change that. It's all here for yu. It' the beauty of it.
It's all inside of yo uanyway. How do you go from here? Go inside. The outside is an illusion. If i'm always inside, how do you or what's the outside for? It's feedback. You see it. How is it relevant then. You feel it's invalidated. It's all the same. It's in your awareness. Look at the awareness and how it connects with the illusion. It's a projection from your awareness.
Then how come there's lag? Because you will not experience the process of change when there is no lag. Itll be like your dream state. Then you are not here for that? It's not entirely that. The process is here for you. It's like that painter analogy. You enjoy that process. Now that you see it, go paint some masterpiece.
You know what to do about it. I have plenty of time but i am going through this session week. I have the bot in place. I turned it off as it's not required during the day. You can always run it during london session. That' the point of it all. How many else do you need? Is it there? It is but not really. It's an opportunity for yo uanyway. Use it that way.
