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that was a good week of trading. Not me trading, but running the bot. That was the job. I hit my week's target intention goal etc. Not that i had one but this was the general direction i was going.




What happens next? I post img every three lines. This should extend the supply. But it still has enough in there. There is pain in the ankle. I am wondering if this is gout. Where did it come from? Was it coffee? Was it the cream? There wasnt anything in there that was out of the ordinary. The carbs last break was standard.

Then you have been accumulating them. It's going to rain all day. I might as well wear shorts? I can go that way. I dont have to wear socks today. It's going to be wet and you need something that'll dry fast. Those pants look good. It'll be obsolete pretty soon but i'll wear a belt through it.

Things feel kinda easy. I had a redefine. My job is to provide information and practice mastering my influence skills. This is good for me. I'm not sure what the synchronicity is or how it is going to turn out but this is here. This is what's relevant for now. I walk through rain. I have jacket and umbrella.




Weather improves over several days though. Is this a storm? Plenty of winds this time. Just sit through it. If i were in that light, i'd be headed out for a trip, or sit this weekend through. I'd be eating out with the kids. Will i be travelling? That is an option. It'd be good to sit in a different hotel with a view somewhere. Or an airbnb.

Why not run several of them throughout the country. That'd be a good option there. Maybe you get to stay in several areas. That is a good idea. Like that house you stayed in. I see the issue now. I feel better. The energy woosh is there. Let's keeep it that way. Burthady is coming up. This time you would have been finished with it.

Is the gout going to be here throughout? You are cleaning up. It's going to go away soon. If you have umbreall, then that stick might be trouble too much for you. I may have to skip the headphones for now. It's not handy but it's good listening to it when i'm there. It's a review here and there and i'm on that level btw.




What happens next? Just take it one day at a time. Stick with the light. Be in the light. Point downstream. Tell a better feeling story. That resonates here and then but the rest doesnt resonate very well. It doesnt have to. Just get in the light. No insistence or expectations nor conditions. Just be in the moment.

You have been getting them and you already are. How is that feels like. Should i leave earlier? I am going to be out there now. No coffee. I can have one later when i go home. I finish five thirty. I can make that work. I email myself the new sched. It works that way and it's already a habit for me.

Let's see how this goes. It kinda feels empty. I feel better connection with strangers and it's a shared interest more than anything. The time spent feels irrelevant. Maybe bec time is an illusion? Not that but it's something else. You create it. It's like those film strips. I can still listen to them thru drive.




Then all is good. I can stick with this for now. I have more than enough. This will gets me through the year. I don't sleep thru the morning trip. I think i get a short doze and it's fine this way. Is it going to be cold? It could be. I should be out there now but i dont start until nine. How come those guys get all those days off.

You have them. You already are present the last two months. I would rather take those early finish. But it's best to take a day off or two when you see them. I'll get to it right away. What else is there. Just get to the other side each time. I can take that bus later. I think i like it start late this way.

There's no need to rush but that early finish is king. It's the best feeling in the world. Then you can go there. You have it in you. You can argue as much as you want or you can master your influence skills. You have that in you. You get more reflection as this is the abundance. This is the level you practice in.




Do you have to respond that way? I don't have to. There are ways through all this. It's easy to say do this but when you are actually in that situation, you simply wants to get out of it. Then you can have it your way. These blokes moving out and in, it's their choice. They offer a backdrop in the situation.

Just be open you are overthinking it through again. Just be in the light. Nothing out there isnt yours. It's all you. How do i write out there. Just write. Bring your keyboard and start writing when you have time. I don't have to but it's here. You'll need a screen of sorts. Where to get that. I don't know. Ali will have them in stock.

Was it windy last time? It could be. I have jacket. I'll be alright this way. You can bring that. Is the stick necessary. I have umbrella. But if i use umbrella it's going to be a challenge to work limping. Look to the meds. It'll help out before you head out. I think you see the point through all this.

I'm headed out soon. The sooner i'm out then i can get home and go to bed as i have work. I gets up early. I don't do things that way. This is my process. It can be different. How to get more brisket? I'll see maybe sunday we can do more of that. I lean back and slouch. You can always change things around. Maybe get a drive going here and there. She gets there late.