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hero learns bec necessity

 let me write these, then head out get dog for a walk. I dont feel so good. It's those insulin spike i had gave myself earlier. 

It's in my awareness now. Things are different. I'm doing golang anyway, why not get started with the interview process. It's a lot of tools. I get started with that gig, offer the service dirt cheap but good copy. See how it grows from there.

Ok. I get that part. Let's see if we get a bite on there. I can do blue team as that one gets more people and it is a smaller pond compared to the ones they seek, but you see how this can still be a smaller pond. You have the resources for that anyway. You know what to do.

Ok. I dont want to be in that part but you get the idea. Let's get the dog out so we get back sooner. I am taking a rest with this arm. Is it a good time to go. Will there be more dogs out by this time. I can do one hour on there then head back at around six.

I have time to finish these. Write, then head out. This so i can give the head a break and then see what you get out of it. What's different this time. We are headed in that direction. You send out applications. If it is out of town, so be it. This is synchronicity telling me to go this way.

If things change, then at least i got that out of my sistem. There is pain on the left elbow golf. You sensed that. I have another movie lined up but it feels boring. Is this something i'd be interested in day in day out? It's not what everyone is doing at this time.

Even at the chat, it's quiet in there and you get what all this is about anyway. You see how that is. I think i can work something out. What comes next. You use up the energy. I finish these then heads out. I walk the dog. No tennis tonight.

It's boring this way, but the arms need the break. How did i get here. I did four days straight high intensity. Now you see that. Is there something else i can do around here. Where is that mouse? It was here a week ago.

Maybe i put it away. I can look for it later. This keyboard profile is too high. Should i get a higher chair lower table instead? I dont think so. I can use a wrist pad. I am definitely broke. You know how to write copy. Go for it. 

Ok. I do research in this path. I am learning golang. I have these three books. Pentest is a job i can go for. It uses tools to scan and do tests. I have done these things before. I can get into these again. You know what to do. 

But you can write a story about these things. Like hero learns how to use these because he had to infiltrate a network via it. Because that's what his background was. That was his day job. And he had to learn these things because...something. 

And the b-story is that he learnd that it wasnt about him after all. That these were losers, weak souls that was looking for meaning outside of themselves. How did hero get to this level. 

I'm not sure. But you'll know how to get there once you go down that path. There is a story on here. I think you'd be able to see where this is headed. Or not. How would hero extricate remove himself from that mind-set. The path is all selfish. That wouldnt endear him to the reader.

The elbow hurts when i write more in that way. Finish up, then head out. You have plenty on here anyway. Should i go to a different venue. That one looks ok. It is much closer. But he has to be on leash in that way. Where else to go.

I think that other one because dogs on there are familiar. Or maybe he needs to explore a different venue. That one would be great because plenty different and i can watch tennis in that env.

Aha. That be nice then. Let's see what you get out of it. For now, just do this. I think this works out best. This is relevant for me. I can extend the fingers as i write so they get a good stretch. Or not. Finish or not, pass your papers.