i was just chatting with an ex-girlfriend online. it felt like she was carrying such a heavy burden. she lives and works in singapore, and yet i can feel her negative energy from right here.
or maybe i was the one who was negative and projecting it, getting a reflection back. i did not want to tell her how good things are with me. last time i did that, i got a barrage of words saying how unlucky she has been all this time.
even while we were chatting, she was referring to how hard it had been all this time. i felt like i wanted to tell her that it is her vibration that is giving her this reality, but really, i can't help her. it has to come from inside of her.
i just shouted at two of my kids who were arguing. i guess i am out of alignment my self.
wife bought me a celphone today. it is the cheapest out there today. it's an OK phone with a camera on it, prepaid. i am thankful for that. i can take pictures of my family again and post them on the internet. i enjoy that, looking back at them.
i can always upgrade later. i told elise she can have this phone soon as she goes to wairau intermediate school next year. wife was thinking of getting her one anyway. i do not really need one at this time. i can use a camera, but she insisted on getting me one, so why not. this is the universe opening a door for me. let's see where this goes. i do not label it as bad or good, but just so.
i got a new phone!
