my highest excitement, i believe, is to run my own business. and this managed forex is a business that resonates well with me.
ok. so i am following my excitement doing this managed forex business. what is the worst thing that can happen?
- that i do not get any clients.
- that i won't be able to support my self doing this business.
- that i really am not a good trader.
now, let's deal with these 'beliefs' one by one.
what if i do not get any clients?
i haven't been getting any clients these past few months. and i am doing fine. it would be great if i had more clients, but i can still run this business with or without clients. i can manage my own money.
what if i am not a good trader?
i have been there. i have been on a losing streak for some time and it is only now that things have started to turn around. i once made 200% profit trading forex. i do not think anything fundamental about my self has changed, other than the location where i am trading. maybe the circumstances have changed, but that is external.
i still am a good trader, and i can and do make good trades. if i do not make a good trade, i have a system where the loss is limited. i once busted my account. i have learned a good lesson from that, that it will be impossible for that to happen again.
i am a good trader.
last concern is that i can't support my self.
ok. there is a certain amount, 10k. that if i traded this and made one percent profit each week, i can make a living out of that. this is a personal account. for managed accounts, the amount is 100k.
the concern is how to attract this? i think i know how to do that. it is to practice conscious presence. to be aware at each moment how i am resonating.
i do not think getting a job is a solution here. it is not my highest excitement. i'd get going with that job for a few months, but it won't stick in the long run. i'd find an excuse to quit that job and get back to trading. so why waste my energy dealing with something that doesn't excite me at all?
i have been doing this for some time and the universe has supported me all this time. i stopped trading now and then, but still, this is something that i choose to do because this excites me. i just need to be aware of my daily practice.
