friend left for europe today. I feel sad, in a way. I was looking forward to at least having coffee with her again, but i guess this is irrelevant. At least she saw who or what her adopted daughter is. But it's not entirely negative. It is on one end of the stick. There is something positive for everyone involved.
It always is. Now i listen to my playlist. I got me a new harness. This is cheaper than bungees and i got me a pair. Each is abotu two meters long so i can use one in case something needs to be tied down to something else. But both stay in the bike for now. I chose not to ride ferry to city. The harness shopping took longer than usual. When i got to takapuna it was quiet.
My legs were complaining and so started to rain. I went home, had lunch then took a nap. It's the energy not the money. And it is that. It can be something else that it's drawn to others like this but this is contrast and agreed beforehand. Now you see what your energy is about. Not that there is something wrong with you. You get something else in this equation. I have this huge rack on my bike and it's cool.
I am looking for something else around here but for now, it works well. Keep it that way. Wife be at work. I have it good in here. Am i retired? No. I am building this business. Rather than work for years for a big company who is not loyal back, i would rather work on this my self. I have good friends. I am good like this. I have an idea local site service and hosting.
I can get me one on amazon or droplet. Best linode perhaps. That's what i'm looking into. I'll explore more of this, then see what comes out of it. I can make a site on this one see what yo uget out of it. There is that laravel but it's gone quiet now. Who else uses it i dont know. For now i simply write about this. At least things are moving forward from here. You know what to do.
I don't have to go there. We have each other in here. Now it's time to go forward. What comes next. Not really sure. This is where i am. I don't know what to do here. Trust the timing then. I am going to finish writing then hang them clothes. I think this is the second cycle in laundry. I finish these then hang the clothes. What comes next. My legs be sore. I work thursday through, but friday is tempting to day off. Wife be home then.
I like just spending time do nothing with her around. But not everyday. I can push the envelope thursday riding the city then friday off. Saturday be in the city again. Or do thursday around takapuna then do weekend city. But you want to see corporate demand those times. It's what's in downtown. Then so be it. I can play with this one here. Do you keep that harness on the bag?
I guess so. Never leave it out for a long time. But it is there. I'll post these later when finished. Do laundry then get on with it. They don't write these songs no more. It's more about rap and i'm not exactly on that side of the equation. Is there something else in here. I guess so. What comes next. You bring it out and you align with the positive. I don't have to go there even.
Just finish writing. I don't even have to turn off that thing. Simply tune in to this music. Daughter has that headphones and it's the top seller on amazon. I think there is one other can out there but the price goes up. I don't have to go there. I have everything i need. Things unravel by themselves. Now he is in trouble. But that's just me. Things move on from here.
What comes next. I'm not really sure. But it's all in there. I don't have to go there right now. Just do this. I'll bring in that other rack. Maybe i can start the story right here. Where does it go. How does it end. How do you end a story. Everything seems right. That's where it is. The response is different. That's where you are headed. And that is a nice funny song.
I don't get what the audinece sound was for but it sounds ok. It is a tough name to get that. But this is what the writing. And it's not about fighting. That is the way it is. You see this here and you can get that sorted. But when people ask about it and you can listen to the music. But how do you resonate with this one. You simply put yourself there and it's all you anyway.
You get the point to all this. I wish i was that person and i am. This is the point to all this. I can play that game. I don't have to. Just put it in there. I'll go there. I give wife the money and she transfer over. She can use it for this and that. Just do this. Why does it have to be fighting this and that but i am writing and this and this is writing going nowhere and it's ok.
But that is why it is there. I don't have to tecah anything in the end so i show by example. This is the point to all this. No need to be strong. You simply need to be in the energy. How do you get there. It's great when your child acknowledge you were a positive influence. Then that is the point to all this then. How do you get there. You get into that energy. No need to push things around to make it work.
The universe always supports you. I go tomorrow. It needs to be there. I go leave at ten. That's plenty time to get there and i get warmed up i stay until seven when i take the ferry again. I'll look up the schedule. Or not. Maybe there's more tahn enough in there. But others will ride and realize it's not enough. They go for something else. But if you ride, you get the training and make something on the side.
You have a different objective to this so i stick with that equation then. It finishes late and i don't have to. I can easily ride me bike around. Am i using the wife. No. I am dedicated. I sleep around but i come home. That's the part of the equation tied to old world. Things be different now and you are different. It's always like this anyway.
I go out sunday. I guess so. Let's see how it goes. She don't need me there anyway so i'll go check it out weekend. Otherwise it's all weekday then weekends be off. I already have two days off. Two more is tight but i'll be headed that way anyway. I am going to see how it goes then. Riding the ferry be fun. Why not just go anyway. It's best to bring bike with me. Then it's an adventure.
Is that fear? Not fear but the unknown. That means the future is not set to stone. It can be what your resonance says it is. Then i can am playing with that energy. I have good tracks. Daughter went off to work. This other is looking for work. At least things are resonating. And what am i here then. I don't know. It's empty so that's good. I am open. Then keep at it. The writing is connected to flow. This be the resonance.








