i dont know how you get there. All i know is that when you are in the path that you prefer, then all these are added unto you. You dont even have to make things happen. They simply fall into place.
This then is the way for me. It's over. This is the truth. It's a dead bedroom and i live with a starfish. But i still have choice. This awareness is my freedom. Not that i am in bondage or kept out of will. It is freedom in a sense that i have a choice in all this. I chose to be here for her for the relationship, but she see things differently.
I dont have to be responsible in that sense anymore. Things are different now. I feel like everyone has moved on and i am still here holding the bag. I have the awareness now. They were able to move on because of the positive energy that i hold. And now i give my self permission. I can auto-correct that but it is an extra step.
I dont have to do that now. There are other things that resonate with me. I have things are different now. I saw the bag. That one works or not but it is a lead i can explore. What happens next. He has to make a decision. It's not mine to make. This is what the positive energy is about. And you know how to use the energy.
I am different then. You get that part. Let's do da grind in clarity. You add to the self-esteem every steep of the way. If i am being punished then it's because you are in that energy. I dont am not. Why should i punish my self. Why should i punish your self. It's all one and the same with a different and unique perspective.
This is how i use up the energy. Punishment means you are limited in perspective you are not allowing your own. It doesnt work for me that way. I am not sharing in that perspective because it's not going to work in the positive light. It dis-integrates. That's a good view of the word as an idea.
This is why i writes. And you go out you open up to these new ideas. It's all the same coming from a different pov. I can head out now. I dont have to go there. It is your choice all the time. This is relevant for me. I wasn't broken. I was simply in an env that did not resonate with me. And now i am aware.
I have my awareness in it. The light dissolves that which is not, dis-integrate. I like that. I use that moving forward. This is what resonance brings and it is not creating out of thin air but that creation flows through you. This is how different things are in the flow. You get that. You can build in this direction. You were never broken. You simply were or you put your self in an environment that you did not prefer.
That entails responsibility. You chose to be there. And you got something out of it. Now that you've used up the energy, it's time to move on. I dont have to involve the kids into this vortex. It's already different anyway. I do all the work and you dont have to do anything and it is not me anymore.
I can choose. I have awareness. I choose to go on neutral and then build up expand into positive awareness. It is redundant. Awareness is positive in all aspects. Even in darkest night, you have awareness and you shine the light. How is this not part of dogma. Because dogma is meant to keep you out of your awareness.
Aha. It doesnt resonate with me that way. You can choose. You always have choice. I dont have to dwell on that. I can choose. Do i head out now, or later. You can decide on what works for you. I can make it now, then finish up move on to the next one. I dont have to be in here. It can go this way or that. I dont get why i am here anyway.
It stopped working a long time ago. Why am i here then. Because you are a positive energy in all this. Then you see what comes next. You dont have to stay here. Yo uhave a choice. This is what this universe experience is about. And you have echo. That is key into unlocking all the manifest reality. Soon as you see it and realise the ceia, then you are free.
Why all this drama then. How does it serve me. It gives you feedback. They are not blocks, but an arrow pointing into a different and relevant path to explore. See it that way. And now i have an arrow pointing me elsewhere. I take the steps in that direction now. I allow. If you dont want me in your experience then i move on.
It's time i move on. I dont have to dwell on tat. Even if i were to simply sit in a bench and watch all this energy, then it is time well spent for me. I have moved on.the energy is different. And that's what all this is about. I dont have to go there anymore. I dont even have to notify her. I simply am.
That one entails more drama. I dont have to go there. I simply am. I dont need the struggle because i already am. This is what turn the other cheek means. It's an action you take. It's not because you are weak. It's because you see everything is a perspective and it doesnt relate to you anymore.
That's the power in creation. This is why it's here. I have shifted. Things are not the same anymore. The awareness changed everything. Now you have an abundance of choice. That one is not relevant and i am different. I dont have to be in that energy because it's not mine. I choose what's relevant for me. It doesnt matter to you anyway because you are deep in your dark cave.
I dont have to preach. When you are ready you will see. But when you are not even there, why should it be any different. Now i have choice. I choose what i prefer. It doesnt have to be in that dogma but i have made sense of all this. And now i have choic. It is what it is. I am nat that anymore. It's different but that was a good line.
