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 i have insistence on the outcome, hence my resistance. It's in my bag now. It's not the same. I got insight when i woke up. I can work a day or two, then withdraw the earnings. It's going to eat through latter days but it'll work.

I do three days in a row, take a break, then do another. I'm in a different frequency now. It feels great but when the lactic acid kicks in, i sleep it out. Dog is under my table. Why is that. Is he wanting something? Only the attention and the company.

I am shifting again. I enjoy taking pictures. It doesnt have to support you but it goes a long way in this direction. I will put them all together much later. In the meantime, this is great. I see a reflection and i am resonating with it. 

This is the path then. I wonder what time she went to bed. I take this as synchronicity. It connecs. Let it be then. I can go this way or that. It's her bag. It's in my bag. I take responsibility on this. The sun's out but forecast is rains later.

I still rides out. Get to the other side use up this energy. I do plenty of sleep tomorrow and sunday. It's a weekend. I can also sleep through monday if need be. I have everything in place. If that eat sthrough, then so be it. I trust my synchronicity. 

This is relevant. This is here and now. It doesnt have to go that way but it is big in its own way and plenty resistance along the way. It is here and ow. What next. Simply this. Do i do yoga today? If there is time. My phones are recharging. I need to recharge camera battery tonight. I switch bags again.

The box eats into my back that way. Maybe there is a better way through this. I look into it now. That neewer bag might work. It looks lean but big. A tad too big is it? Maybe there is something else around here. Look into it. This gopro bag container looks ok but i be disassembling the lens each times.

Maybe i can get something that's similar. Look into this. Or is there a cheap alternative you can find elsewhere. I think you have one around here. Look into this. Does it have to be a bag? Maybe it can be something else, idk. Simply be open. You find it when you see it.

This is what synchronicity is about. There is time and space echo and once you know this, you are scott-free. Ok. Let's play with this path. It works for me. I am in this space. Plenty more where this came from. I can play it safe, or i can max it out come back black and blue.

I choose the latter. I am maxxing out on the synchronicity. I am living on margin with synchronicity. That's what this is about. I am exploring this and see where this is right now. Plenty nice bickes and this one too is nice. I be looking into this some more.

You get how all this is connected. I can leave at nine but the train is full at that time. Why not take the other one then. Aha. It's rather empty and i can take it easy there. I do that. Or something else. See what you get out of this. Perhaps it was a field trip.

It could be. See how it goes. I have coffee. I slept right through six hours. Just do this. I have insistence on the outcome. It's my issue then. I am holding on to this. I see it now. It's not the same. I changed it then. That be better with bokeh.

Why did he not. It must be a software camera. It's either a phone or gopro. The gopro is great because it is small and works well at that. The regular cameras are different but you see how all this ties up. It is patent but it should be limited so as others can improve on it.

I see that. It's not the same. I have coffee then continue on. The phones are recharging. I dont need both recharged right now but it'll work out. We leave then. I have plenty and i get back what time is she leaving? I think six. I best be back by then. 

Or i can stay home. I can finish at four. When it starts to rain i go. I then have everything in order in place. It's an excursion more than a bushcraft thing. Why not set something as such. Aha. There's a difference on there. It's more like go hike then stealth camp or somtehing.

This is what's disconnected. You insist on the outcome when this is what the dimension is all about. Now you see what your process is, expand in this direction. You dont need to have all them toys. You have synchronicity. I go here then. This is more relevant for me.