if i were hiding something, how to do so? Wait. She didnt verify anything else after that. Does it mean there was blind trust back then? She was on to something too. She had her...why am i in this?
It's going to snowball if you dont put this in your awareness. The worst is over. Is there anything else brewing in this. You can check her finances. I can do that. But what good does can it do me.
It's to clear your head. How else do you get this sorted. I can look into these things. There's so much and i had plenty to spare back then. I can work something out in the meantime. I dont think she be hiding anything else. She knows i can access them if i chose to.
If she were to hide something, how will that be. If you were in those shoes, how. The funds come in through the account. Everything else you move in and out comes through the app. You can check on these everyday, or do something else.
Start with the salary account. You can work things out from there. You dont have to go all the way back. You simply do this and see how. But that takes all day. Do you even have this sorted. It doesnt take the whole day. It's not accurate, but you get some direction.
Why am i on here. Do i yoga instead. I guess so. Maybe later in the day you can. We stays in bed until much later. I can take a nap crash later at noon or something. But it's all over. Is it. Is there something else. I am not convinced. Are you.
If so, what is it that doesnt seem right. She says things let things slip by. If so, there's so much in there she's not telling you. Do i even have to know these things. I am paranoid, it's a given. But if i dont air them out, it festers in me.
What can i do about this. It gets to me. Then you put this in your awareness. It doesnt quiet you but it only muffles the sound for a while. Soon as the high wears off, it comes back because there are beliefs that are still there.
Like insistence. That i am hurt by these circumstances. That i need outside validation for this to work. You get the idea. You see how all this works out. Now you have. And she listens to you. Do i want to go there instead.
This feels sore. I dont use that. Is it the tracking. Most of the shots were coming in. Does that help in some way. What else is tehre. The guy knows each one's name. That's something. I wouldnt because i dont care much for that. It doesnt serve me.
How then. You continue on to this. If it were, then it's not about you but her. It's something else. These things come up anyway. So what if she wanted to keep things under the rug. Who wants to deal with all this. Things quiet down and she will focus on these things.
But there are a lot of unknowns in the equation. I can have coffee after this. I dont think its out there but you get to work on other things anyway. Why are they checking in on her. Why not me. It's all about me then.
You get the idea. But it's there anyway. You get how all this are connected. And it that did not work out, then it's a backdoor they be using anyway. It's not like this you are no priority.
I see that. Is there sometihng else on here. Would she stop work if you asked to. Or is there something else altogether. She could take a leave of absence. But you dont need that. You only are after these things.
Or not. You can check into the phone ever so often, but she knows how to work with it. That field is empty and i did not check. Should i be checking into it now. I feel paranoid again. Why is that.
What else is happening in the background. That's all where it went and now she wanted more. That's what happend and was happening. It's not just yo uthen. Yo usee that all over the place. Is it time to move on. I have this in the back of my head.
