i could have opened on that. I saw it there and then. Lesson learned. Let's move on now. I still get flashbacks, intrusive memories?
Not the right term. It's like insistence on it, expectations. Preference or preferred state of being is different. It's not insisting, but more like direction or destination you are headed to when exploring.
I took care of myself back then. Things were not working out, but i took care of myself. My self. That's the lesson here. I do the same. If she wants to be part of your life, she'd be there. But there was a disconnect.
Is it here now. I dont see it. Maybe when she's busy at work, or concentrating on something. You saw that. How to deal with that. You dont. You continue on. It's not like she's perfect anyway but it is a reflection for you.
How come that number is there. It's noise. I'm not sure how to use that. How to trade that part. It's not perfect but i could have traded that breakout on there. It's not tradeable. Move on. I could have but it's not teh setup i trade.
Move on. How about this one. It's not the same. I am looking at the past. I look at behavior. It's not that one. She was long gone that time. The unfairness of it all...well, it's there. Now you know. Next time it's here, i can easily let go.
But then again, i'll be paranoid about this. What now. I am paranoid about all this anyway. Just do this. Get to the other side. You'll know what to do next time. Trust the timing.
Let's see how this works out. Now i need to do all that just so she'd stay? I dont think so. I keep to the instruction manual. If it goes there, it doesnt mean it doesnt work, but maybe i have insistence assumptions expectations conditions that it should be this or that.
Simply call it for what it is. When it stopped working on there and i dont feel it anymore, simply move on. But that too was there. I was clueless about it. She hid it well. Now what. Is it a common thread i'd find anywere else.
I dont want to be in that frequency. Then i move on. I choose my state of being. If it shifts on the outside. If i am nothappy, i move on. That's the situation now. It's fragile.
It is just so. I move on next but this is what we have on here. I have coffee later. For now, only this. Finish writing. I can have videos made later. For now, this is what i have. You set up, you sit and wait. If so, trade, else do something else.
Dog is outside. He likes to hang out but then again, we have all this in place. Trust the timing in this way. It works out. You'll know what to do on here. They like the work. Trust the timing.
I am hurting and it's like they too have their own baggage. How to share in the journey. I'm not sure. But just be here and now. It's not you are taking the load off them, but that if help is needed, you are there.
And the same is reflected back. He likes those tendon things. I can get him chicken and that lasts a long time if you shred it to pieces. Put it in the ref. I can work with that. Or get those strips in the market then cook.
I can work withthat. Plenty of options. You dont have to go this way or that. You know what you are doing. Trust the timing in this way. It got you going in this direction. Now you know. I get going on there.
You have much in place. Simply go this way or that. You have much in the process anyway. You can work soemthing out. Or not. But you have all these tools anyway. Just do this. It has more than enough.
