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change is about choice

 i dont feel like doing much. Maybe this is the process for me. I've been doing plan a since almost a year. The only thing that's different is because she had to.

That's a bitter medicine to take. I dont have to be part of this.the onlyreason holding me back are the kids. There's nothing here in me. That's the point. Is that the definition.

Aha.how do you bring it back when she's the trigger. Maybe it's time to move on. Go in this direction. You dont miss out by moving on. This ishow i connect. This is how i got the message. I write.

What then. Use up the energy. Maybe i would have been better off that way. See how it goes. There's plenty of fish in the ocean. You get how all this is connected. You got this. You are supported. 

I have this connection. It wasnt her all along anyway. I'm not stringing others along. I am here for them. Always had been. It'sthat i've been left here holding the bag now that everyone has moved on. 

Theres the new definition. What if she wants you in here. Nothing she can do about it really. It's already been discounted. You just move on along. Trust the synchronicity this way. Maybe this is what needs to happen.

It's ove and done with then. I'm headed out. Trust the timing on this. You dont have to go. Just do this. Use up the energy. You'll know what todo. You get how all this works out. Is this exciting for you. 

Doing this you get to see if you be stay or not. You dont want tostay in this frequency definition. Definitelythedefinition has to change, but the circumstance can be the same look the same but if the definitions are different, it's not the same situation.

You got this. Now continue on. You are not the same. You know what all this is about. Now you have something different to work with. Lets get going. This is my journal. It's been going on for quite a while. I dont haveto read back on this.

But this is an interesting part of my life. Someday i might look back. But then again, who wants to go through all this. It's all synchronicity. I'm over-staying. It's the same energy.

You know what to do. You understand know what all this is about. Zoom out. You know what all this is about. One mont  two. By the time the trains are back you know what to do. And you have all this in place. Baby steps your way through this.

Rather than dwelling on that, you get what needs to happen next. You can stay in the city if need be. I can work around the clock. I have less time for this and that. You get how all this works out.

What then. Go in this direction. Use up the neregy. Poser is what that is. I be changing definitions now. I feela sense of relief now. You know what to do next. This keeps me on my feet. That one is different. 

What to call that. Trump. That sounds about good. But is that invalidating. That was the period era when it happened. Why not. At least i've stepped backto see the forest from the trees.

Now it's different. Same but different. The mustard seed is there. Now you see the mustard seed and not the mountain. That's the point. And you know all this. How do you shift things around.

You dont think about it. You trust the magic to kick in. When you are in the frequency, you flow. That's what separated the others from the one. You know what to do. You got this.