here is so much resistance in me. I write. I have a negative perspective on this. I am not acting in my clarity.
But now you see it. It's not the same. You have awareness in this. You are in the past and future. What's here and now that you can do? That's what this is for.
You know what to do. Go through the week. Go next week on a thursday maybe wed or so. But you got this. You know what to do anyway. If it gets to be too much, do something else. But right now, this is what's relevant anyway.
It pains me so much to be in resistance this way. Now you see. You have something on here to work with. What are my choices. To stay in the here and now. There are things i can do to move in this direction anyway.
And this is what it's here for. So you see what your choices are at this time. You can go this way and that. It's a given in this way. I can work on the channel. But there is so much noise in here.
Work through the fast. Finish this altogether. Maybe this is the trigger to accelerate. But it's not about avoiding. It's going through, using up the energy. This is the goal for the week then?
Definitely. You have to wednesday. I can either do fast4 or stay at home. And nowy ou see. You accelerate through this. That's what got you through that instance. And it felt great that way.
It's what you have here now. Trust that this is where you need to be. Let's go on this one then. Now you know. Now you see. And this is where you are anyway. Trust that this is where you needs to be.
This video has 10k hits. How come my subs are now reflecting that number? I'm not sure. Maybe i can experiment on something. There is something off about this. You can play around with a few things.
Dogi dont want to go out i guess. He wants to stay home. Maybe he wants to go out with someone else. But it's the same path. I see that. Finish this. I see there. What are my options.
I reinstalled this os. Now it's better because i'm on kde and it's not that bad. I stick with this because this is what the installer has for an offline install.
The online one has issues to it. At least that got me going in this direction. I have the vbox images on the hard dirve. I'll use them later. In the meantime, i can work on the juice shop and all that.
I have nikto to run a scan then see what the results are. But it's too much noices on here. Can i do wall? I'm still full in there. Not a good time. Best time is at night before bedtime.
I'll go later then. Even at nine, i finish some time at ten and it's shower then head off to bed. I feel better. Maybe because i got out of the head and put it in the experience. That could be.
Is there something else? I can finish that video. Or do one in teh morning, then at night work on the other channel. That makes sense. That's the schedule now. I can stick with that. There is that install thing.
I can get that going on here. Or find an alternative to it that automatically mounths the drive. I can change the setting in there. Now you see. At least not mounted it's separate and air-gapped or something. Look into it. This one has firewall.
