I write about it. It's not fear but the anxiety when i go through this. Is it time to change the route. It's different each time. This is why it's here for you. I write rather than sit here doing browsing. I get that. Wife drove them out. The expectation was to sit here have that run on auto pilot bot farm. It did not work that way.
Why is that. How come. Is it a question of relevance or resonance. Was it expectation? What if it were. What if you can let go of it. What if it can be different after all. What if i had to use up the energy process his. There's a sense of unworthiness in there. Why is that. What would i have to believe is true about it. That i am not worthy?
But soon as you are aware of it you can allow or let go. Either way you neutralize it. What then. I did not realize that pond was so clear. How is this part of the dream. Good questions. Now the answers are open. You can let go or be choose differently. Then you see where this is headed. And you know all these. It's in you already. What was the questions. It's already shifted. Now you see the response.
And that's how you shift. You are an inner being. That's the lucidity. That is the dream. You know not by faith but by experience. You've been here before. And then what. Just get to this and you see everything differently. It's always this? Almost always but following that it is. Then you can allow or let go. I keep repeating and then i open it up for questioning. Then you explore.
This is how you write? Of course. Among other things. But you can use that in your experience. It is all this and that. It's all one and connected. There is no shame in that other than what you put into it. You saw the action there. Now what. You can be aware. You can choose what you prefer. And now it's sunday. I start nine thirty. It's a quiet hike up the hill.
And this is how it's done. I can stay there for some time until it's time to go. And i have plenty in there so i can finish writing. When you are done you just sit. Then you can do more after that. Daughter left for work. Wife drov them off. I feel that sadness. It's from the attachment. It's action. It's enjoying what i prefer.
And you know everythingchanges anyway. It's your thing. I can try yay. Why not remove the other one. I can do that. I will look into it. I like the color coding in there. I can go check that out next. In the meantime, it's this and that. Why did they desert it. Was that the right spelling. I sit here do nothing but go around in circles. I was brought back. No i went there.
I explored that part and there was prep work done and it was vivid and i can see a lot of things. It wasnt weird but it was part of it. There was definitions at work and it still applied. That is the perspective part. Maybe that's why it was shown. The perspective applies in the dream. That is intense. That means you can direct it? Somewhat you have that. How to apply. You already are.
Check into your perspectives. Then you will see how things go together. You have one week from now. This is last week. You can and will get this going and the countdown has already started. You can do more of this and that but this is good enough for me. Let's get going. Time flies faster this way. She be home until noon and then goes. And then things quiet down.
No grocery tomorrow. I have time to finishe thenpost. Let's finish writing. Otherwise i wouldnt haave started it. I can do that when at home. At work i have plenty of busy things no need to dwell on tat i can stay on it. Then you have different pov of things and this is not missing key but seeing it different. Then you can understand the journey better.
It's not mastery but clarity. Now you understand you see better where you are going. Then it's not about discipline. You see how to make it work. You dont have to just point downstrea.m. And that becomes you already. Plenty of negative but you see other end of stick. You always have that coin with you and see where it's coming from. Then the coin has several sides. Now it's not just one coin.
And the abundance is awareness. You become aware of it, energy is brought in and it's then manifest in your experience. Is that the dropdown equation. I guess so. It feels right atm. Then you can play with the idea. This thing is charging. When i finish it's done. I did not read much into it. I'll bring it as i dont know. It feels convenient. Let's get right into it.
What comes next. It is contrast. You then see how things go and you are becoming. Then she changed you. You changed your self. You learned a few things and it was mostly from the inside. Then you are flowing through your inner being. That's all there is to it. That's what you do. You pse as inner being. If that were so, how is it. How do you move forward with this.
I'm not sure. It's going to be quiet in there. I'm ok with it. I have plenty time in there. Now that you are aware you can let go. It's time for me to go. This is what dying feels like you are going some place they cant. It's a different dimension no time and space. And that's what's different. You can grasp it by referring to dream state. That's as close as you can get.
Did they understand what i meant. I couldnt explain it and tried not to otherwise i'druin it. Son had pizza anyway. I dont know what time other daughter got home. It's like this from now on. What comes next. I'm not sure. Let it go for now. It's not here and now. It's a perspective.
You can use it that way and have time for self to meditate. This is processing somewhat. You use it this way to write it out use up the energy. That's using up the energy. Who turned off the light. Not sure but it was off when i got out. Maybe i did as i went in. Not remember but i left it on. No matter. It's water under the bridge. I can bring it over there and i'm done.
