So that means all this is serving me. I am having my last day tomorrow. I see that i still have four sick leaves. Did they not use it up. I dont know. But i'm done and it's time to move on. I dont know which ones i need to put back but i have them and ready in there. I can send it in on my day off. If not, i can mail it over.
Worst case scenario i dont get paid for them. I'm ok with that. I deserve a break. I am worth it. I went from bottom of the pile to the top in the company. That is a big achievement there. That is the effect of positive energy. I did not know how or why but it was so. I was also for a while tops in sales. And then things went down from there.
And it is surprising that we get these things in the way but they wont talk about it because it is not going with the grain of what they preach. But i teach by example. If you will see the effect then you might wonder how that can be replicated. You need to spend more time and make it fun for everyone. They are so focused on the numbers they forget the spirit of it.
And that's when you lose alignment. I cant help them at this time. Maybe it was time to go. At least you left your mark in there. Was that real. I dont know. But she wouldnt say it in front of everyone if it were not true. What's the difference there. Get to the point. Isang tanong isang sagot. I think they are delaying tactics wanting to spend more time with a fallen fruit.
But that's them. You get the better side of it. Then it's now time to move on. I write evenings when i get home. I did take coke so i wonder how that is going to affect bedtime. But it wasnt late yet when i took a cup. Lets see how it goes. The spaghetti was not bad. It could be better but i dont know what good spaghetti is anymore. I paid for shipping. That means the bag can be here in nine days.
That's halfway through training. At lesat i start off work on the floor with that mess bag. And it's who i am. I am also getting them golf clubs tomorrow i think when wife gets off from work. If i finish early i might go with her. I'll text her. Otherwise we'll see how it goes. It is in roskill. It's a short ride but we'll see how it goes tomorrow. What are the odds of finishing early.
I'm not sure. Sat used to be busy. I dont know but i'll be open to the equation see how it goes. There be plenty there and learned about history of tondo. They were buried in history as they did not win and the church won and they did not...lost my thoughts there. It's ok. Redirect. What happens now. I am done. I finished it. That's an achievement for me. What did you get out of it. I felt the negative energy.
It tends to stand out because it's negative. But i went down to that frequency. And that's how i percieved it. Then you know how to shift. Then you have a choice to make each time. This day was positive. There were here and there but you made it positive anyway. And that's what is important. That's why you are here. Then you gained something positive out of it.
It's the response you have. Then you make it positive for yourself. What other options be there. I'm not sure. Just do this and see how it goes. Then that was how they treat themselves. Now that is a contrast for you. You got feedback out of it. You can put it as negative or positive. It's all up to you and that's the effect you get out of it.
How do you go there. Where are your support. I could have gone that ledge. Things are different though. How can you make it so. I'm not sure. How did he go down that path. I'm not sure. But maybe the supply got lost and they couldnt stop. He had that label anyway and his thoughts couldnt deal with it. I guess so. It was a down time for me but that changed things a bit.
And you can change it. Go back there and change your response. That's why it's there. You can always go back. Then it's not time travel but more about consciousness. Then how is that time travel then. You have it all in you anyway. Everything is here and now. Realize this and you can use it. Use it that way. Then you have everything in creation. Nothing is outside of you unless you say it is.
What can i do here. Finish up. Prepare for tomorrow's lunch. I finish at five otherwise wife will pick up. I can text her when i finish. Let's see how it goes then. Or she can schedule a different date. I dont know how. Just play with the energy then. I'll buy her ice cream on the way back. Then that is a good reward if i say so. She'd like that.
Then i can perhaps drive back while she eats ice cream. It's my last day anyway. I can move on and forward from there. I could have asked that question earlier. But i hestitated. I can ask tomorrow and make it my last. I did not decide utnil much later anyway. I think that was during my lunch break. Then it was good for you.
Just show up tomorrow for the huddle and then you can go home after that. No expectations or conditions. Just be in the moment and see how it goes. I think they did not approve of that but it's still there for you. Was it the quantity. I'm not sure. But you have sometihng in there that counts for a lot. Then you'll see the reflection.
It all flows thru you anyway. Then you can see how it connects to all that is. You can let it go as that as the opposite end of the stick. It's not relevant that its not what you prefer. Then ret go of it. Who is that text message. It could be eldest daughter. I think she is coming over. Why does it not complete. I can go to bed early and just toss and turn.
Or go to sleep right away. Let's see how it goes. At least i've already written done my morning pages at night. I dont have it in me to write mornings. I can try again tomorrow but we'll see how it goes. No opportunity to have coffee tomorrow unless i have it to go. I may go there. Let's see how it goes then. I have thirty minutes into that on a weekend.
