at this time

it's been quiet in son's room. He's probably did not get much sleep and catching up now. I heard him typing away last night as i went to bed. I went to bed earlier than usual...around after midnight iirc. The climate is much colder now, hence i sleep easier. Or maybe it has to do with the meditation technique i do to go to sleep, idk. But i sleep better now. Usually around five hours on average and that's good enough. So much rules to follow around here. I guess that's how they maintain the environment. This is good. From where i came from, as long as you are not caught, you can do away with these things. But then again, the videos channel i follow, they collect firewood and start to cook indiscriminately. I guess they either know what the rules are. I can work with that. Or maybe i can do something else. I can work with that. We can get two bags for the night. We need to manage that well. Primary is for cooking. If we are done with that then we can manage to make something else altogether. I dont know. I haven't been on that side anyways. I wonder if that were a primary consideration or anything. Simply do this, get to the other side. A fire pit will come in handy next time. I will go in that direction. Or not. We'll see how it goes. Right now, this is the position i come from. How come this is played more often. The rest dont have as much videos i guess. Trust the timing on this. I had my lunch and meds. Next meal is dinner or so. Made spaghetti but it is quiet in there. Now i see why i like this channel. There is hatchet at work processing firewood. That is my obsession at this time. Maybe i can head out and collect fatwood. They are available in bunnings. A bag is about fifteen dollars. What is that gel-like substance? It could be alcohol as he puts it on wood. This guy is glamping. Leave it be. I dont have to invalidate. Should i make me coffee? I already had two. I can do something else later. I had lunch. I am not hungry. I can head outside and explore on bike. I am on break today. I ran last night and knee feels better now after yoga. I guess i was tight and need to ease up to make it more flexible. Got that. Lesson learned. You can make these things yourself. You dont need big things but can make something out of it. You get how these things work. Trust the timing. It is for the community. I can make something like that. We can get peanuts for the trail mix. What can i do about these things. Trust the timing. You know what you are doing. Look to that list. It tells you which way to go at this time. I can work with flask or go python django. A framework like that takes too much but flask is easy to set up. Or simply head back to laravel. I cant find that folder i was working on. I can look it up again. Or not. See how it goes. It is in there anyway. I can do a fuzzy search on that folder. It is someplace in there. Finish up and do that then. I can send things out. Or not. Simply do this. It's all connected anyway. I had alignment yesterday. I get that. What else to do here. I am bored. I guess so. I think this is a garden. How come there is camping. Maybe it was set up that way. Can i do the same thing. Where to get firewood like that. Doing so is firewood collection. I can do something similar, or not. I can bring my own. But you get the point. You dont have to. Be careful at this time. Ok. What comes next. So much uncertainty in me. I guess this is anxiety altogether. I have it in my awareness. No need to invalidate. Simply being aware of what is me. I can expand on this or simply be in awareness. I can work things out anyway. This is all part of the process. Where is this place. Why is it emotional. This guy has all the toys and yet gets to be emotional. It is something else. The path is different. You can choose to let go, or get something out of it. I dont know. I will simply be aware of it. I have this in here. Those are nice wood. Where is that place. Too much drama just fo rthis. I guess this is part of teh appeal for the channel. I am just about done here. Just do this. I dont have to do that. It got smaller part of the evolution. But you can rehash stuff like these and when it is uni then they can publish that for you for consumption. I did five years on that. Can it be reversed?