be not aware

i finish these, have coffee, then yoga. Do i bike still? It's more like a chore like this. It's me saying no to my self. The universe-creation then comes in to fill that mould. Now it's in your awareness. Not much happening until 4pm so why not head outside and play? I have at least two hours there. I used to go out at noon, or two and not come back until dinner. That's how much fun i had. And then some. It was acceleration. I dont have to be young again. This is where i am. I am on low carb and doing IF. This works out for me. The extended fasts get too difficult. I can extend to that at some point. This time, i dont think it's relevant given the situation. And you expand on this energy. What comes next. You simply finish up. Add clean toilet to that list. And i be busy throughout and still have two hours to spare for play. How do you wish to play this out. Not sure. I can simply get the bike out the door, ride around the block. Do this for two hours. No need for long trips. I can even ride around the park for two hours. I dont have to ride all the time. I can ride, walk, sit on a bench and watch people go by. I can bring a cup of coffee on my thermos and watch people in that way. So much to do around here. You dont even need money for that. I used to load up on carbs during and after a ride. Things are so different now. The system is insulin resistant. Why did it go there. So much disconnection all around. We are putting it out on the table because of acceleration. How then. You put this in your awareness. Use up the energy. I dont have to be in there because it's there. I can choose my frequency. This is the path for me then. I dont have to write. I simply act on this energy. Follow the instruction manual and it gets me through the moment. What moments? It is those times when i dont know what comes next and be in my path. You simply do the instructions and let go of expectations...which is part of the instruction manual. Is this like a super thing? Not exactly. It is more like getting to know my self more. It is like akin to the unfolding. It is connected. This is the path? This is what i do here and now. Not in past or future. Just this. Fixed the wine issue last night. The gui doesnt work...and as always, the terminal command works. I can reinstall os in that laptop. I dont like this one i have in there. That too is what i do today. Should i dual boot? It's not me anymore. It's not relevant that way. I could have checked things out that way but i got something out of it. Move on to the next. Finish up then continue on. I have coffee on here. I do these things then. Done. That works on the back-end while i am doing these then continue on to the next phase. What's the next step. Finish up, post then have coffee. Then i do that then yoga. Then i head out easy ride for two hours. I feel like a sick old man. I saw the energy of youth. It is a perspective. I get that. But this is my energy. I use up this energy and not invalidate it. This is here for a reason. Let's get going then. I did not pay attention and focused on the lack. And now it's in my awareness. I am different. Things are way much different now. How do you know. I dont have to prove anything in any way. That's the point to it. Because the pov is different, what's the point trying to prove it. I move on from that. When they are in frequency, they'd know. And that's not my job or capacity to put them in frequency. It's a decision. It comes from within. And when you are in a cave, you wont get that. You might most likely be not aware of it nor that it exists. What then. You move on. That's how the whole mayan civ did. They did not have to prove anything. Soon as the energy shifted, they too shifted. How do you connect with that. It will be interesting in that way. What comes in there. How do you shift into that realm. Th elocal mind doesnt have the means, but you already are in there. When you shift to local the energy frequency is disconnected? It's not. Only the physical perspective is there and it doesnt have the means. It can see the physical representation but it is not enough. It is not the actual thing to it. How then. Let it go. You shifted for a reason. Use up this energy and you change the energy in this way.