for the trees

she works all day and well into the night. She makes time for dog and son, but not me. I guess i'm less of a priority. It's time to move on. What now. You do the instruction manual. No expectations or insistence assumptions on the outcome. Trust the timing. This is where you need to be. Spend more time on your self...your Self. If it means outdoors, so be it. She doesnt have the tools or wherewithal to know differently. Let it be. But you can be an example in all this. I know. I trust my synchronicity. This is where i be...this resonates with me. That was weird dream. The more i think about it, the more it feels weird. But you got something out of it. Know that it's there. Dog was up and out already. I thought he pee'd but didnt. He went back into room. Son sleeps soundly. Leave it be at that. He has a choice. He choose that. You can choose to follow the manual. Maybe he too needs to learn this. But there is the example. You can't teach anything to anyone anyway. You show by example. When the yare ready and open up, then they see there is a different way to this. You already know this. I dont have to preach in this way. The phone is recharging. I can use the other one in the meantime. I can go hang out in there. Or not. But these earbuds need to recharge as well. I can hang out in the room until people wake up. I can take another nap later on. That was a solid sleep. I can go do another set this morning but forecast is rains. It's a phase you go through. When the weather clears up then you go through this set. For now, this is what matters. Now what. You go through this get to teh other side. Ok. Now what. You get that part. I could have easily cleaned it up back then. I can spruce things up and finish that part. I get that. Let's get going. Do a hundred or five hundred a week and you clear that up. You know what needs to be here. Trust the timing. This then is the process for me right now. What comes next. You be in this shade and you get where this is headed. You see how it works out. Trust the timing on this one. It was part of the process. I feel resistance on this. I am not allowing. What now. You only do this. He had a good bone yesterday and the other day. He likes those. He spends plenty time on those. Ok. He likes organic food. The ones on there he doesnt like instinctively. Why is that. It causes something in his digestives that do not feel naturaly. This too is what you go through. Is this part the same. But you see how it works out. Get into this groove. It is a friday. We are already in the middle of the week. The sun should be peaking right through but it is cloudy. Ok. Take a bereak today and go full-on through the weekend. Maybe it is nice to learn a different language. You sense that. You seeall the negs and i get to center myself with all the contrast. This is the reflection for you. I can go there but what then. I have much in place. When you can't help dont force it. You both get deep in the hole that way. You find a way to get in there do your thing. For now, this is where you are. This is what's relevant. You have everything in place this way. You get how this works. Icant do anything if you are not in frequency. How then. Show by example. If you persecute yoursolf put yourself on the cross and use guilt, there is not a thing i can do for you. Follow the instruction manual and you resonate with all this. Or not. But you get the point. It's time to let go. Maybe he is not meant to be on here. Just let go. You see how this works out. I let go now. I stay in frequency. I stay in the light. Not my light, but all that is. I choose not to leave the light for the dark. What then. You stick with the manual. You do so. This is simple enough you can see through the complexity. Because it is simple it is easy to get going. But from afar, it looks like too many details. You dont worry about these details. It's like the forest for the trees.