i'm feeling neg, down. Depressed? Anxious? It's not there, but i'm not up, if that makes sense.
Short term solution--put this in my awareness. I'd write about it. No need to good grammar. Just write. It comes to mind, goes into paper. I not work today. I feel like overwhelmed comparing self to others. I feel like i am all over the place.
Maybe this is the exploration. It's almost six. I dont think we be having dinner tonight. We had pizza and it's filling full. I'm not hungry, but i do feel empty. What then. What now. Open that window. Today is tuesday. Tomorrow trash collectors come. They make so much more. But it's not about money. You know that.
You've seen it before. This is the ebb and flow of life. At times it's all up. Other times like right now, you are on the low end. Let it be ok. I can be ok even when i feel down and negative like this. Simply observe. I get busy then. With what? I dont feel like going through with that. This here.
The positions are in the black. I have a connected read on price action right now. I did 10x on my portfolio. I have 10x more in the black than i did when i first started. I think that was about a year ago. This is positive. I can go another 10x for next year.
Right now, i am on improve equity mode. I have until the end of the year on this. Or, i can simply let this position ride out into the positive. But i would like to get to that level. I have this. I have this. It's ok. I sit through this use up the energy.
And it's going to be ok. I finish these, then post. I can take a nap. I can go out for a walk. This is ok. This is positive. I wonder if son will want take out. I'm not really hungry. Just let it be this way. Price is below support. Still there is that resistance level. Let it be this way.
Is there a pull-up pull-back from here. Not sure. But i do nothing. Trust the timing on this one. It has been like this all day. I can ride out tomorrow. Maybe do another through to thursday. Then friday is a long stretch. I feel better when i am fasted. I can go in that direction.
That thing needs checking. London session is open or is about to open. This is what the correction is about. Look to price action. Maybe there is something on here i am not seeing. It's not yet on breakout, but see how this works out.
I tend to compare. Not tend--choose. I choose to compare self what have with that of others. It's not the same. What's something else i can do to replace this. Compare self with last week or the year before. I have better read compared to last year. I am in better shape compared to last year.
I do better runs now and faster than last year. So much have moved on and forward since last year. This is where i am. This is positive as well. And it can be this way or that. But you got this. Why else will it be otherwise? I dont know. But it is here and now.
This is what i am...being. This is what i write about. At least it's in the awareness. Things are different when it's in my awareness. She gets so busy with work. Anyway, this is all connected. This is part of my process...journey...being. I allow. If it's feeling empty, let it be ok.
I write about this things. This is how i connect. Just connect with my awareness. I can watch them videos, but at the end of the day, it feels empty. Dog isnt eating much. He likes that thing and i writes here. I dont have to give him anything. Just do this.
I write. I dont want to have to say no, but this is what i have now. Just write. He was looking into that. Why do they buy dog food when it's obvious he doesnt want it. They dont listen. I dont have to go the other way. I do what i think is write. What i think is best.
I may be wrong, but at the end of the day, i did what i think thought was right. And that's all that matters. I continue on with my day. There's a light shower outside. I can ride the bike but i'm only getting junk food on there. Now you see the difference?
This is what's different here. What can i do about this. Simply sit this one through the day. There be other things but just write about these things. What are these things about. He peed? Done. Gave him treats. I dont want to take over. But when does it get thru to them dog foods dont work?
