i see now what the issue is all along--she was happy with someone else. That maybe i couldnt make her happy? She's happy with her work, her friends...i seldom see that in her.
I get that now. This is the issue all along. It had to manifest in taht way. I get it. What can i do about this. Now you have it in your awareness. Trust the higher self. The ego mind doesnt know how to find its way here. Trust your higher self.
First off, do the instruction manual. You fast. Do three days. This raised your frequency enough that you were able to do such things. Ok. I see where this path leads to. I dont have to make her happy. It's her choice. But i can do things to share my energy. It's up to her to share in that or not. Either way, no insistence on the outcome.
I get it now. Things are different now. You cant share that with someone else because the perspective is different. Who they are is different. I can share the experience but it doesnt have to go there. Is this going to test the lower limits?
They were not able to predict that before. Why would they have insight on this one. Trust your read on this market. How can i make use of that then. Now i see. It doesnt have to be my story. I write my own life-story. It's no insistence. You want to be part of it, good. If not, it's still a positive.
This frees me up tremendously. I dont have to dwell on that anymore. I go grocery tonight. I have choice. I can do runs later in the afternoon. I used to do it at three pm until late. I can do something similar, or not. You get the idea.
The point here is to reach that target anyway. Now you know. It's all connected. I have something to work with. It doesnt have to go in that way. The rest are details. Now you have the root cause of it all. Now i have choice. This is liberating. This frees me up.
What are my choices now. You do the instruction manual. I am still here. I support. I put in the effort. But i put myself first. I dont have to go there. I dont enjoy there much. You see all these things and you have insight on these things. At five i am headed into day 2.
I go in this way then. Not much on there for me. I can leave after lunch. She can hang out with son and the dog. I dont have to be there. It this is liberating for me. This frees me up to focus on my healing. This is me then. It doesnt have to go back that way.
Plenty insights on here. I also have synchronicity in this way. It's not this or that. You gotta be whole before you find partner that ...they do not complete you. You are whole and complete and you experience the reflection of that.
I get that. It makes sense now. I can work with this. You know what to do from here. Now you are free. Now you know. This is knowing. It doesnt have to go this way or that. Now you know. You have choice every step of the way.
Trust the synchronicity of your life. These has been my guiding principles. Now things are different. It's not that but it is added contrast to my reflection. This is the definition. I lifted plenty weight off local-mind's load. Now it makes it easy for me to look around. I can stand up now.
It can be sad or not. But you know how all this works out. It doesnt have to go there anymore. Just do this. If she doesnt see, then it's not about me is it. Now you get it. I'm here. I do everything i can within the context of the instruction manual.
If insistence, then i let go and be open. Trust the timing. You have this. Now you see. It's not the same river anymore. We do grocery. I can do a video so i dont have to do the same thing next time. Just do this then. What are my options on here.
I can work something out from here. It's all connected in this way. You get how all this works out. You see where this is going. I dont know if it goes there. You see how that is. I dont have to make her happy. It's up to her. If she gets it elsewhere, then i dont have to. I let go of insistence.
I dont think she'll get that from me. She is her own primary...we dont have to. She's attending this other tennis thing. It doesnt ...lost track. Clarence was asking for treats. But now you have reflection. Things be clear now. Do i do another set?
