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it isnt about you

 i'ts done. I'm simply doing my shawshank. I'm not sure how this goes. I guess this is what the unknown is all about. But you get the point. 

What then. Use up the energy. Choose your sb. Do the instruction manual. That's what you do here and now. No need to go throguh that. It's never going to make sense. It is acting out of integrity but it is also taking care of self. 

And this too i have for me now. I the kids are all grown up anyway. What happens next. You simply do the instruction manual. You open to experience. I can hang out withdog. 

Or we can do so later this afternoon. There's not much happening later anyway. Can i head out to work. I have work on here. No need to rush through that. It is ego controling the outside. Let ego control the inside. 

Aha. There's an idea. I put my resources into this. You get how this works out. You simply not push but awareness intothis direction. 

That's the pointthen. What happens now. We can work something out tomorrow. Or not. You get the idea. It is being able to play with others in with the intention of competition with others as well.

This gets you going in this direction. Or not. You get the idea. I'm going to have todrop out of this soon enough though. Trust thetiming. You have organizers on there. I can play on most other days. Yo uhave choice in all this.

It goes on for six weeks. I think you see what this turns out to be. You see how this works out. Can i go to court here andnow. I can ask to join inwithother players. If there's any.

I see your point. Will there be others as well. It can if when it is relevant. You get the idea. I am drifting apart away. Should i be telling her about it. Is it part of open communication.

I'm not sure. It isnt. This isshutting things down. What then. You simply hed in thisdirection. This is part of my common thing. Do not much but what comes next. I dont know. It can be. Or it can be something else. You get the idea.

Do i have palabok this morning. See. I'm even anxious to ask for what i want. I can have this and that but the excitement there is gone. That's the point. You can be solo from here on. I think that is going to be interesting.

The ones that are relevant will come into the picture. In the meantime, you lead such excitinglife that it works out in any way. You have all this in place. Let's get going.

I can simply move to cbd. That's where my energy is anyway. You get how all this works out. Let's move in thisdirection. This is what is relevant. This is how i used up the energy. 

It opened a crack in the window. Now i see a different vista horizon. It isdifferent. It is not dank andmouldy like this but i invalidate. Now you know. 

Expand in this direction. My awareness is in this energy. Now you get it. Now you get it. Trust the synchronicity act on your excitement. You get the idea. It is your own now. I can choose. It's always been about choice.

I get that. But now she knows the folly of her decisions actions. I see that. But i'm not there anymore. I've shifted. And so is everything else. You get the idea then. Now you get it. It wasnt about you all along.