we had another argument. I feel like i'm not getting enough intimacy sexual. Am i having too much expectations? Is this an unmet need.
What if i redefined this. Into what? Cuddling? Why would i have that anyway. I gave notice that this is not what i want. I dont like the attitude. It's easy to do something about it, but she chooses not to.
If so, i guess it's teh end of the road for us. What then. Give it 30 days. If nothing changes...if she doesnt come to offer something to work things out then it's the end of the road. It's time to move on. I'm not going to go there that way.
You know what to do. Trust the synchronicity. I know what to do next. Trust the timing on this one. If she has other agenda then so be it. I'm done here. It's time to move on. What happens next. Work things out to end this amicably...in a positive tone. No compromise on that.
Is it even possible that way. Why not. Simply move on. You know what to do. Leave it be then. I have thirty days on this. That is after daughter's birthday. So be it then. Do i even put that on my calendar.
Leave it be. You'll know what to do then. Trust the synchronicity. I put notice to cousin who is coming over. Just do this. Get to the other side. I have too much baggage in this way. Trust the timing.
What then. I'm not really sure. She's not a therapist. Maybe she sees something i dont. Maybe we are too close to the fire in this way. I guess so. Let it cool off for now. You get you know how to work things out.
There's something left unsaid with this. I know. I couldnt put my finger on it, but this is what's here and now. I write about it to get this off my chest. Otherwise it's going to keep me up all night.
I'd still head out tomorrow. No sense staying home on a beautiful day. Trust the timing on this. You get what all this is about. I go to bed next. I can fast tomorrow until friday.
That works for me then. Just do this. I guess this is an alternative path for me. I'm going to keep mum about this. Simply put distance on there. It's time to weed my self out of this mess. It's time to accept, surrender and move on.
You've outgrown the invitation. Or something like it. Trust that this is for a positive reason. The next step is to break up in a positive way if that's possible. I dont know what's next, but this is all connected anyway.
Or not. You get the point. It's a choice we are making. I know. Trust tha tthis is here for a reason. If not, it wouldnt be here. I simply stated what i think was missing. I did not make demands. It's simply not there.
If nothing works out, then simply move on to the next stop. That's the point. You know what to do next. I think that's what these connections are for. You get what all this is about. Let's move on.
Is there a blind-side to this. Could be. I am open to synchronicity. If there was, then let it come up. Or not. You get the point. I dont have to involve the innocent. Nsimply move on.
They are adults now. They know what all this is about. Chuchi, i think he already knew all along. That's why he was giving you the look. I be fasting now. Ok. How far you going. Friday.
Then we decide how to go from there. Just do this. Get to the other side. This is all connected. This is the last one. I can move on. I can go to bed then. It doesnt have to. She chooses not to. That's what is evident. It's on tv. They have rerorded replays. Why not spend time with me. Now you see.
