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 yet another slow day today. It was busy at domestic. I was able to make another video. Publish these tomorrow so i'm ahead by one. 

The intention is to publish one video each day, get on the algorithm activated for recommendations, get that four thousand hours view. But i think it's much lower now. I'll go check that later. 

We have tennis at 3. I doubt we'll make it. She's still making lunch. Plenty on her head she's still behind pretty much. I think this is what you get for too much ego thinking you become narcissistic. 

It's tehre but not quite. It was there. Specially in the early days, but then it petered out but it was still rampant. What how come it's gone all of a sudden. I'm not sure. But ride the wave. No need to think things through.

This is positive momentum for me. All three daughters are flying in one after the other. Most are considering living here than back there. I think it's all synchronicity in this way. Trust the timing.

What comes next. I have video rendering. I publish tomorrow. It's ahead. By september or august we have something going. In the meantime, trust that it's all connected. I have the itch to shoot video. I have my camera with me at all times--mostly.

But still this feels better. It points downstream. I dont think we'll mak it on time, but it's a break day anyway. If we get to practice then it's a bonus. If not, no practice, it's ok still. It's a tuesday. I have my palabok tonight. 

Plus i get to build on this business. The business is creating content. Its consumable but it stays the same. Wow. There is leverage by way of the algorithm. It scales easy as well. I think i can work with this for now. 

Let's see how it goes. I go this way and that and it's all connected in this way. At least these are can run in the background and the text doesnt really mean that much. You get teh idea. 

These videos are meant to be seen repeatedly over time, and can run in the background anyway. Pretty much it is the way i run my playlist. It runs in teh background and i check in every now and then. It is teh feeling evoked in a way.

You resonate in this way. How to get this sorted in my experience. You resonate with it. I havent been doing morning pages. It's ok. I get to do something creative and i resonate with the frequency. 

No expectation or insistence on teh outcome. I simply do this because it works with me for me. Maybe i can expand on my rides more by fast and then i can check things out later. In the meantime, i do this. 

Gardens like these are interesting. Do you need to clear that out. I think you see how that was relevant for you. This is synchronicity. I get markers in this way. I continue on. Just do this.

Do i watch a video later? We are headed out. I finish these then upload by the end of the day. Just do this. You get how all this works out. This is what i do. This is the business i am in. It's also a job. My job is to shoot video or photo content.

I have my camera with me pretty much all the time. I repeat that phrase. I can change that later but you get how a good business can be run. Yes. It is familiar energy for me. I head down this path freqency. This makes sense.

If nothing more i finish up then post. The video render will finish in one hour. That was too much but i got through a year of that. It's not the same energy. It's not the same me. I have a different response experience.