there's not much to do right now, but a lot has shifted from last night. I've decided chose that i'm done here. I asked if she can be this or that. I put conditions in the relationship.
The thing is, i feel like i am a project...a pr project she has to complete. There's not much emotion on there, but do you really not see. There's nothing to gain from you. But consider how much it costs her to divorce. You've already covered that but still, it is a consideration.
I see that. What then. Maybe i move things to a different file altogether and make these like chapters to a book i'm writing. I can work with that. Continue in this path then. What comes next.
I simply do the instruction manual, choose my frequency. This is more than enough for the day. I think you have much to cover with this. Is son going off to work? I think so. What comes next. I'm not really sure. You get what to do next. You get what needs to happen on here. Trust that this is connected.
I dont have to be in negative. This is all synchronicity even if when it's a negative. Trust that this is what's relevant for you. As it is all connected, it's this could be what is relevant for everyone else. Why not make something out of this endeavor activity reality experience.
People are looking into that. Is this the ego speaking. I believe so but why invalidate. I am thinking things through. I have phone to recharge and then i go. I am open to what is happening here and now. I can play tennis at the wall or something.
Maybe i can work here at home but i have video compiling at the moment. I can leave it at that come home later do something else. I can do compilations early in the morning or overnight. Maybe even in between work.
Yesetrday was a positive experience for me. I get that. You know what this is all about. Mabye this is the higher self coming through or not. But you know when it does. In hindsight you will see the footsteps in the sand as that goes. But that is incomplete.
It shifts responsibility to that but it's not entirely true. It sounds nice and all that but you get how it is. Let's move on from here. You can write about a lot of other things in this way anyway.
I get that part. The phone is recharging. I can have this working. She keeps saying nothing has changed. But maybe this is referring to her pr job. It's not entirely about the relationship? It's this and that. She's committed to the relationship as it is. You are not. You keep changing your mind.
I see. What then. That one has a good volley. That's a skill you be developing. I can work in that way or this. Maybe upload another one but this has commentary to it. It needs to be deep and straight into the court. This way the ball flies low and underspin.
If they drive into it the ball goes into the net. That's the ball you be sending. It can be topspin. It doesnt have to be just one thing. You've been on the other end of that stroke before. Now you fast until saturday morning after doubles.
I get that. This is what i'm going through right now. It feels like shit but how do you change just the font and not everything else. You see how much this can be different in this way. You can work something out in the meantime. For now, get to the other side.
It's all connected anyway. Simply do this. I can work something out. In the meantime, if video was full screen, you can read through the commentary text. If not, simply watch on your phone and you can simply read text when it is relevant in that way.
But it will change the nature of the content. I think you see where this is headed. You get the point. I dont know if she can play or not, but soon as this gets through, i can work with something else altogether. It is obs studio unless i can add something different on there.
Is it better to simply video this. I think you get the point. It is nice to go through the replay. You can have active commentary in the sub-text. This way you have much to go through. Trust that this is so.
You can work something out later on. I dont think that system works but i have something different altogether. It can be a commentary about a lot of other things. Is he headed out. I think he walks the dog or something.
Trust that this is all connected. Focus on the positives. Just do this. Observe the negs, build on the positives. This is nice. I can work with this. Go in this direction. It can be this way or that.
In the meantime, there is so much you can do. Things started late yesterday. But soon as i went out, things started to pull through. That's the point. I get there and it's all good. It is tuesday yesterday. I dont have to go through all that edit things out but you get the point.
Is it relevant in that way. I can edit them out, or not. You can simply blur it out on the edit final cut. You can work something out later on. Keep things running along in the background. I get how this is all connected--sometimes.
Most of the time though, i am clueless about these things. Simply work things through. You get the point. Build on the positives. Observe the negatives. No need to put energy into it. Just do this. I think that library should be finished by now.
You get the point. If there is something on here, we can work things out. Unless i'm not wanted in that context. Maybe something can be worked out. In the meantime, just do this. Get to the other side.
Do i need to talk about these things. I can. But i dont have to really. Simply work through this energy and see how it goes. You have much on here and you have plenty to work through. There's so much positive...or negative and it builds through on top of the other.
I pretend that i'm typing here. What comes next. I'm not really sure. But if you think this is relevant you build in this direction. You come up with a new one and then continue on for next. Then you have other things on there.
We just hugged.
