doon na naman papunta. It feels like i dont have control. It'snot about control butinsistence. You are insistingthat things be easy. But isnt this synchronicity telling showingme it's not working?
It feels like negative synchronicity. All these negs are happening showing me i get themessagethat i'm overstaying. That the energy has long shifted and it's a reflection to something. I feel inadequate when i'mwith her.
In tennis, it's like i dont meet up to her standards and i feel inadequate. But is that true? You've come a long way. If one toone, i dont think she can win. She has shots, but i have time and space. I can play in this way.
It's not you but i'm putting it outsideof my self. What can i do about this.trust that this is connected for you. Go this way or that. You get how all this works. Is it ego lulling me intocomplacency so i stay and keep on ego mode.
That feels like it. It's like clickbait but switch bait. Bait and switch. It feels that way. What now. I think you dont havemuch to offer for her to stay around. Let it be so. If it's run its course, then go. Let the synchronicity tell you how it'sworking out.
In the meantime, shut your mouth. That's not helping in any way. Do your best. If it comes to that then so be it. Use up the energy. If it shifts then go. If it doesnt then there is something here for you. You are not wastingtime. You have resources on here that are a reflection.
What can i do in the meantnime. Finish up the renders. Post one video today. You get how all this works out. Trust that this is connected somehow. You dont have to know every step of the way. Trust that this isconnected.
Why this then. I miss my kids, but we're not yet ready. It's like she's hiding something still. If you are reading this do let me know. But then again, it's not from the outside. This flows through you.
What to do then. Use up the energy. If you sense the ego be active, pay attention. Put it in your awareness. You get how all this works out. It doesnt matter in that way. You put your self in that equation.
You know what to do. You dont have to be on here. You get this sense that you dont measure up. It's because of reflection. They projectwho they are to the ones closest. You dont haveto take their word for it. You know who you are.
What then. You simply continue on. You choose your pfererred energy frequency. You do the instruction manual. It's worked in the past. It worked throughout the dark times. You get how to be in alignment. Go stay sit this through in the light in yourclarity.
It's like plan this but you go alone. That says a lot doesnt it. I stay holdthe fort but you go on ahead living your dream life when it's running on empty. Andthen you project that unto me. That's not fair. She's not even aware of what she's doing. Andthen she says i let her down because i'm not there for her.
Now you see. What can you do about this. Go into cclarity. You get how this is connected. It's the energy. Use it up. You get how to get this sorted.
What can i do here today. Do your best. That's all you can do at every moment. Trust that this is connected for you. Give it your best at every moment. It turns out eventually. You dont have to buy into other's definitions. They have their own hell to live through.
Stay in your clarity. You'll know what to do from there. I was projecting. But now you know. Now you see. What comes next. Be in your caliryt. It's not about strength. It's about clarity. Given those shots, i dont thisk i have to go there. I'm like a ball machine that way.
Now you know. Stay in your clarity. It's not about mastery that way. It's clear about who you are. That's the point. You create all this. Now you know. Stay in your clarity. This is what you do. You know what it is to do for alignment reflection. Trust the timing.
