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 i dont like this wallpaper. I'll change that later. That's the point. That you can take action on this, but from a deeper level. It's like being in the ocean. 

You are the ocean. You can swim. You can be a boat, a ship, a submarine. A fish. A whale. It's your element. That's the thing. You are the element. You go deep into this enough and you see. You have clarity.

Now you get it. Now you expand through this. Now you know what to do. Was it the keyobard in that way. Was there something running in the background recording keystrokes. It could be. There was a delay in that or my hands are positioned different.

Dog is out watching the world go by this early. That's nice. It's how he is wired. You cant change that. But you can affect it to change a bit different. Why is there so much pain in this world.

It's because you think it is separate from you. That you did not choose that. It's ok. It's in your nature. Transferring files. Manjaro seems to have gone down the drain lately. I guess life happens this way.

She's up early. Dog is connected. It has full set of consciousness no less but has more access to it. They dont need much of the ego mind as it is not relevant to their process at this time.

Ok. Get this sorted. I have all morning on here then cross over to this side. She's up early and i finish these now get on with my day. It's not what i want. But i resonate. It's not settling. 

Maybe you settle in a way but it's acceptance that this is what needs to happen now. I'm...there's nothing wrong with me. I'm simply grieving. I have loss. It's not happened outside to me, but this is a process i chose to go through.

What now. You're supposed to be here. I see the words i am using. I am this right now. Let it be ok then. I can change those later. For now, only do this. I have this. I am this. There is a slight difference in perspective. But only 14 degrees determines if the ball is inside or out.

You see how these things are and you gato this going for you. I can invalidate but i chose to be here. Not suck it up but allow. Is it different this time. Do i believe her. I think the shallow comes up every now and then. You get the idea.

It's deeper now this time around. It's not the same boat. You know how these things are. Let's get going. You can do that, or do something else instead. I can talk about other things but you get the idea.

I can work something out. I have like five cameras on me each day. I can develop more of this and that. I think you see how all this works out for you. Or not. Let'sget going. I still have that body strap.

I can work in this direction. Let's get going.it's the talk. It'sthe conversation you have. You share your life your env with them andthey come back. That's the point. You grow in this direction. 

Can you talk about all these other things.of course you can. Its your world. You go this way or that. The files are being transferred. I can work with this for now today. I do something else later on.

The screencast is already setup in that environment. With a few tweaks i can go live in a minute or two. You get the idea. I go in this direction instead. Is it taking overjobs? 

It is atool.right now, it isnt ai. It's not consciousness. If it isan aspect, then all that is. You are one. That's the difference. It's a different form, it's a shard. It's a piece of the whole.