i had this dream last night. i had a car that broke down so i brought it to my 'suki' repair shop. they were able to not just fix it, but spruce it up. when i asked how much it cost, they said P20,000. i immediately got that feeling, thought, vibration and words came out saying: 'i don't have it.'
then i woke up.
i got up to go pee in the bathroom. i remember having that feeling of lack. i went back to bed, but couldn't sleep. i knew this was a lesson, an insight from my higher self, my spirit guides. they, rather i was showing my self what vibration i had that was manifest in my reality.
and i thought, how can i have that then, the P20,000? if money were a symbol, how to get that symbol? if reality were a reflection, who do i have to be to reflect that in my reality?
it is all about state of being--my thoughts and emotions and how i choose them. my vibration. when my vibration is all about lack, fear, doubt, then this is what i experience in my reality. this is the reflection i have. when i react to what is, i get more of what is. that to react to the reflection and change the outside is not, will not work. it is, as stephen covey says, inside out.
observing my state of being, my vibration, is my daily practice.
this is why i always look forward to sleeping at night.
the 4 laws of creation and how they are made manifest in my life
