What if I see today, this moment as different? For it is a different moment than the last. I am a different person than last moment, a moment ago. I am different and I am changing, I am expanding. So in truth, this is a different me, this is a different moment. There really is no routine. Look for what's different this time, and you will be aware. I think I was thinking it'd be the same each time, and that is the illusion of continuity that Bashar was talking about. Each moment is different. I am a different and expanding person this moment than I was a moment ago, in the kitchen, in this table. Look for that difference and you make this a different expanded world.
That makes sense. I like that. I am that input. I learned that. There really is no difference here? There is. Somethings are arranged differently. I have different books on the table. I made my coffee differently today. And when you see the small changes in the little things, you then become aware of the expansion in your reality. That is when you see the illusion. And when the illusion is apparent, then the illusion is just that. You then create your own reality that way.
So what else is different this time? The way I started the day. The words I am writing is different. This is no ground hog day. All things are different today. It is only the personality construct that is saying ti is the same. Tis only that.
I see. Now what? I get on with the day but that is planning. Why not sit here and just be? Why not wait for synchronicity to tell you what's next. Better yet, follow your highest excitement. What is the most exciting thing I can do today? Yoga. That feels good. What else? Walk. That is clarifying. What else? I can go for a ride today. I enjoy that. What else? Id o not know just be in the moment, look for the expansion in the moment. That is something I can also do. This is great. This is opening my mind. This is exciting for me to realize this that this is different now than it was before.
I found the old blogs and I am a different person now than I was five years ago. I am growing. I am expanding. This time is different than it was a month ago. Every thing is different now. I am still expanding and will expand into the next moment. I am expanding each moment.
Now where did that come from? When I let go, it comes, the message comes and I get it like that and it just grows from there. This coffee is good. I quit aspartame. I proved to my self that it gets me fat so better to have honey instead. This is from the universe and not made by man. I wrote mean instead of man. Is that how I see things. And what about the future? There is no future. There is only now.
The kids are not going to school now, today. They are now in holiday. So we move on to the next. Like a kid, each day is new. So what now? Do I want to teach? Why not? Why not write and see what happens. Maybe people will listen. Maybe they won't. It doesn't matter. Just follow your highest excitement. I can post in my own blog. The personality construct will want that fame and fortune. You don't have to go there. I can just be. Be in the moment. That's how the universe is expanding. That is how you create your own reality. I see it now. I was asking for clarity and now I found it. It was all inside of me all this time.
And what to do with the kids today? I do not know just be open to the synchronicity and all will unfold on its own time. I feel like I am rushing things instead of being in the moment and just enjoying this. Even when I was there I was rushing things. I only have now. I only have this. And when you bring this here, in the moment, then reality is created. I am creating my reality all the time. The experience of it is real, but reality is like a mold. It is soft and pliable. Leave it that way. When you solidify that, how? I don't know, but I feel like I know and just behave as so.
I have a lot of good pictures in my hard drive. Maybe I can set this picture album to show what is in the blog. I think I can set that. But how? I tried that already and it doesn't seem to work. Maybe it will be different this time. It is always different each moment. I think I can try that. And what else? There is no trading in the morning. The kids take over the PC in the morning. I go trade after lunch around before the afternoon around the time they get home from school.
I feel like I am rushing this still.
