each and every one of you is acutally always spontaneous. Even when you create hesitation, it is still a spontaneous creation. So the idea is to look at everything in yur life as a spontaneous creation, if that's what you desire. And then you will start to see everything being redefined in that way, and you will see the result of that attitude in the actions you perform.
In other words: if you see hesitation as just one more way to experience spontaneity, then that attitude—seeing even the idea of planning and hesitation as a spontaneous creation in the moment—will actually allow you to manifest in physical terms the idea in a truly more physicalized spontaneous manner. The attitude of how you look at things, in other words, will determine the way your life unfolds, the way the opportunities come to you, and how you will act on them in a more spontaneous fashion. Does this make sense?