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Are these shortcuts? Why am i doing these. Where is that noise coming from? Could be that door outside. It's windy this morning. Noisy motorcycle downstairs left early. Harrison was seventy on that pic and still bagged himself a thirty yo. Not bad. It's not how old you are but who you are -- still.

Now you have direction. You are letting go and shifting into spiritual. Let mo and ride the wave. I dont have to go there. I can do meaningful work in research. I can help find out. More importantly, i can do this for my own gigs and see how it turns out. It's not for the job, but for the business i do.

I've been obsessed consumed with running my own business for quite a while now. I guess it is the choice of thoughts but more so, perspective. You see these multis that thrive well, they run their own biz. So it's not exactly about getting that fat paycheck job or the opinion of working for big multis. It's fake and only an illusion.




I get that now. I am better off at peace working my own gig even if it were delivering stuff. Then you got something out of it already. Let's get moving with this then. I dont think they'll need me there at this time. I can skip tomorrow, or work early finish early. But there's not much happening with that. I am better off doing something else. How do you get that in your bag. What's the best way to do this then.

I'm not sure. Get that other one and use it. But this one can fit two? I'm not sure about that. But if when it's closed properly you dont need those. How fast did you go there. I dont have to know. That be one more thing to think about. You want less of there and more resonance. She be getting up soon. I'd rather cut it close and get up fresh. But i'm done with that there.

I have something else now. Let's see how this goes then. That site still down on this browser. How is that. I dont know but the app works. Leave it be then. Is it available on firefox. I can have a look but not now. It's working. So it is a browser issue. Was that because of latest update? It's best to not use it for now. You'll find something else to do.




There you go, that sounds so much better. Is that drawn to the fire? I like writing this way. Somehow it puts me in that frequency. What is this about? It's how the...i guess i dont need it. Letting go now. That was in the past. Now we moving into different perspective. At least i have the awareness. I gained something from the experience. See what you get out of this. No need.

This going to finish soon. Next week be wife's last day. She then has two weeks to clear things up. That's nice. First the girls move out, then we finish the auctions and all that. I can go through this. It is clearing out and getting minimal. It's a situation env i go through. It is a process. Let's get right through it then. The anticipation gets to me. Allow it i do. It's a choice i make.

Choice make you or you made the choice. Words you choose you use. And it affects you? When you let it. Cold again. I dont like cold. I put more awareness into it so it expands. What can i do different? Focus be aware more of what it feels like when it's good. It's like you only have two months of warm weather and it's perfect. The other months, you wear a jumper.




It is never quite a perfect beach weather for me. I've never been to the beach since i got here. One time i almost did, but it was too cold for me. I've moved on since. And i havent been the same. I delay this for now. One week then break one day. It's going to happen fast. It's eight days if i break on sunday.

This is going to be interesting. I'd be less bloated but connected to source that way. I can get me own coffee going there. Trust the timing. Weekend is blocked off then. I wonder who else is going. Itm, i write. Maybe i can cancel again but why do that. I'm not making friends anyway. Less is more? How is that. Because you are spirit as energy. You are not this physical being.

And you had fun before. They lessened that because of funding issues. If you ran the shows fundraising, would things be different? Could be. How would you do it differently? Not spam email. I'd get more mileage from direct mail. How are you sure about that. You cannot be sure but use data as feedback.




Then you have something in there. Lets go check things out that way. What are my other options. This too bright and gaudy. I dont like this one. Use something else. Why is chrome broken that way. Do you need to go there. Can i not use chromium? It's almost the same thing except for the color. Or use vivaldi or that other, opera.

That has issues. But i will look into it though. I shower when i gets home. That clears all the grime. I'd usually be rushing to get to work at this time and i am so done with that phase. How can this be a business now. They can outsource then come back with the information. You see how she did the work. Lets get right into it.

I dont know but it's all connected this way you see. I can get into that then do dsml on the free time. But i'll be applying for work even. This is getting into me. Finish the path then see what happens. I am definitely going out today then. I can ask a friend about this. Or continue with that path and see how it feeels.

It feels like i want to go this way or that. The cold gets to my back where the skin is exposed she grabs my blanket and i wake up cold. Why not get the other one and use it. You are cold anyway both. I'll set it up tonight. It's in the other room. Daughter asked for it the other time but didnt use it.