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marcus has fever. It's not that high. I got home wife told me he had a cold. I had a light cough these past few days. I am not worried. It's something that's in my awareness. I can find the light from here.




I'm in australia. We have better facilities for this. If shit hits the fan, then I say goodbye. If not, we'll see how it goes. I have a condition. I guess it's time to fast so my body realigns with the frequency of health. This is not a test, but contrast. It's feedback I use to re-align with the energy.

So be it. I dont have to fight this. If it ever goes there, we'll see how it goes. Should I get them involved with this. Not to make them worry. Just do this. I am isolating myself anyway but it's in that frequency. Trust the timing. I dont have to go there. It's already in me. You know what to do with the energy.




It's all on the outside. At least we have all this in place. We get this sorted and see how it goes. Is it a temp. I dont know. Maybe. Then it is feedback I am using to align with my frequency. I write so I am in the use up the energy mode. I can go there but there's so much turmoil realignment happening inside of me right now.

Do I work on that. Why not. But it's all here right now. I will look into that. If that dont work, then I am looking into something else. Why not go for that. Maybe that's what's missing here.




I checked job seeker support. I'm not eligible. Wife making a lot but it all goes to debt payment. How'd we get here. Not really sure. Just do this. I guess this points me in a different direction. At least I stopped feeling sorry for myself. What comes next. Hindi ka kawawa. Now that you are clear about this, I can move on and forward.

Lets get this sorted now. I pointed it out, ___session. I forgot what it's called. Anyway, I guess that is irrelevant. Should I be working on that. If he replied then it is information I can am move forward with. Let's get sorted. There's a lot in there. At least you see what to make out of this.




And then what. I'm not sure. Maybe she cut it back. But it is way much more than I make so she pays taxes on that so it's cut in half. But if you were in business, that will be the full take home in there. Now you see, let's get going. You can use that to build up the business. Let's build up on this. That one is one weeks work.

You see where you can take this. Let's see you can make two of those. How do you scale up leverage that skill. I'm not sure, but this one is better for me than the ego-maniac on that course. It's not true. Most of the stuff they teach in there is lame. But if you dont know what you are doing, then any course will do. You can use something else.




I know. Then I write about these things. I did my work. He's not going to school tomorrow. I be going to bed in two hours. Use this to fast get to that other side. I get the brisket out use that for tomorrow. Or not. She goes to work tomorrow. I have plenty to finish tomorrow. I can sprint through that get an outline then polish it up.

Ok. Now you see what to make of this. What comes next. I can put a ring on that and connect. Or use something else. But you see where this one is going. There's not much but you saw feedback in there. That's why I am here then. It's all connected and it doesnt have to be negative unless I stay in that energy.




I saw am aware of it and I have neutralized it at this time. The awareness brings light into the energy so you know where you stand on this. I stay in the awareness and that's a lot already. Let's see where this is headed. If it goes there so be it. If otherwise, we'll see what we get out of it.

I can make a call now but since there's not much happening anyway then this is what's relevant for you. What can we do different. Get things sorted. You see the potential. I am in this light. There be sixty others and I am aware of that. I've seen alignment before. It is or it's not but I get something out of it. If not then I have the side-hustle and i'm good with that.




This gives me more time to leverage and grow this. We are close to finding that but it is the frequency. Them be on the outside but I see that already and saw how it ends from it. This takes care of itself because you've used up the energy. Trust the timing. It's where you are at now. You are using this in a positive way.

I finish, post then restart then continue on. This is nice. I no dinner have one meal a day after 24 hours fast. That's more than enough. I have kettlebells and I walk five km each day. On weekdays I have yoga. This is more than enough. I had a haircut so this is cool now. I can let go it's all good. I have peace of mind.




I have hustle anyway. Could you have gone there anyway. I'm not sure. But this is different. Leave it be. This be feedback that puts me in positive light. Then I am in the light let's see how it goes. Can I go deep dive into that instead. That website be good. You make a difference. You are a unique perspective anyway. What comes next. I'm not sure.

Trust the timing. When this lines up then you have something in place. That is more than enough to cover costs. Do you have something else. It is your perspective. Now you are aware, you can are using this energy. You are in alignment now. Then everything else falls into place. Trust the synchronicity. This is where you chose to be.