i want to end this. How do i know for sure? It'snot about certainty. The energy has shifted. It's like all that experience in the past where you know it's over but stayed anyway.
You needs to move on. Life is short. Is the timing right? I dont have to. Maybe she is different now. But i have chanegd too. I'm not happy? It's that feeling that you've overstayed. It's time to go. It's time to move on.
What comes next. Move out. See how things work out. I wont be able to help much in this condition. How do i know it's the right thing to do. You dont. You only take it one day at a time.
If it is, am i limiting my self to this. Ornot. How do you know? You wont know for sure. But since i'm entertaining this thought, then the apple doest fall that farfrom the tree.
Give your self the chance. It's worked out before. It'll work out again. You know how these things are. You get how it is. Trust the timing. You have everything in order. Simply make it to the other side.
What comes next. I'm not sure. It is not an edge in itself. That is a character flaw. I dont have to be here. Just do this. When to cut ties. One month. The sooner the better. Just get over to the other side.
I'm not sure how this works out but you've been here before. Trust the timing. Get a room to rent. Eventually you move out from that and continue on to something else. Trust the timing. Trust the synchronicity of in your life.
You know what to do today then. You got this. What comes next. I dont have to keep watch anymore. I get to explore the unknown in this way. Just do this then. It's asigh of relief. You move on. You'll see the light again.
Youdont have to. Sit this one through. I did. Six months of this i did so. Simply get to the other side and see how things work out in this way. Simply get to the other side.
I think that's why dog moved over to the room. Support held. Is this going to continue on. Why did i close that position. I'm not sure. Just do this. Get going. You know what to do.
What comes next. I'm not really sure. Look up rooms to rent. Find a place you can move to. Recuperate. Heal. This ankle issue is a reflection. You cant move in this direction. You need to heal. Give it timing.
Ok. I know what to do today. I then have that talk soon as i find one. For now this is the exploration. How do you know it's the right thing to do. By going in thisdirection. I may have to live my life in this way forever.
But i have reflection. I would rather find more of my self this way. You know the drill. You can explore this way and that. Simply do this. You know the drill. It doesnt have tobe that way.
I know. Justdo this then. What if you were wrong about it. I'm not sure what to make of this. It's not entirely a reverse action. You watch and do nothing. Or not. But you always have options onthis.
What comes next. I have coffee. I sits. I drive over. See how things work out. Simply do this. You got this sorted out. It feels like opening a window in my soul. It's like the spirit heaving a sigh ofrelief.
Things happen for a reason. Now is the timing. It's not about me anymore. Mine is not teh spot light. Nothing more can be done. Its all been said and done. Continue on to the next chapter. Why did i write no.
