i'm not excited about this relationship anymore. It's not real what i see. Or is it expectations then. I'm not sure. It could be that.
Or something else. It's been six years. The tree has died. She stopped putting into the relationship. But this is what's here. I use up the energy now. Move on. Forgive. Surrender. Simply move on to the next one.
There's a lot of things out there that resonate with me. I can go and explore this world. If they resonate, they will seek me out. Otherwise, it's not my energy preference anymore. Use up the energy then.
Wow. And so it came to this. It's not my fault? It isnt. She didnt have the ...i am putting blame here. It's judgement. Simply use up the energy. It's not my preferred state anymore.
Where to now. Just get it over and done with. I'm not sure about that. You saw how it was before. Clear things up. You have the power on here. Let it be. The kids are all grown. Why not something else.
Aha. It's all connected. It's not a priority anymore. I can make something out of it. You get how all this works out. They her team isnt sincere about it. Why get serious about it then. I see what you means.
Sama ako sa story nya. That doesnt resonate with me then. I can work something out. The priority goes out the window. We can go there and here. Or not. It is something to look forward to.
I get what you mean there. Now you see. This week then that. You have plenty on here to work with. Now you know. Now you see. It's all about you now. You have choice. I get that.
How do i print it out. You can make something into that story. Now you have the tools. Now you are using them. Get going. This too is part of the excitement and all that. You get to choose.
You are free. Aha. Now i get it. You areinvalidating all this. Now you see. It's broken but it's not. It's simply shifted to a different frequency. Aha. That's a different perspective.
You get that it's all connected. She took herself out of the picture herself. I did not have to do anything here. Now you know. Let's get going then. What comes next. You can work soemthing out in that regard.
Aha. That's another different aspect altogether. It's not real. I dont resonate with that. Ok. Do something else. I can make something up but that's not true. It's not a good relationship connection in that way.
You say yes, but then again have to make up lies. You have acceptance self-worth issues. That's what happened there. Now you see. People dont like you that way. I have resentment issues. I dont trust you. I trust someone else.
Now you see. If this is the case, then its not real after all. I wasted all that time. I am an eternal being. This is the exploration. I can rest up today, or do something else. I get that. Let's make video.
Or i can cancel out of this. What happened on there. You see how to trade this. There wasnt anything there. It was going sideways. You have opportunities elsewhere. Now you know. It's not mine anymore.
Does is she even aware of what she's doing. I dont think so. Maybe she is, but it serves her. She gets something out of it. The self-worth issue isnt affected, but it is. Itcomes back to bite you. I move on. I'm not the same person now.
