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take it or leave it

 that is one choppy market. All this time i stayed to keep it together, she wasnt. Even so back then. Why do i have this belief then. Why not simply take your losses and move on to the next trade?

It's a consequence of her behavior. Why do i need to fix this. Fix it from the outsie. You have your own reflection on this. Now you know. All cards are on the table. What then. O we work on this, or take our losses.

Is it really gone? All this time, it was negative emotions i was acting on. All these years, it was the neg. There was a disconnect. And then it happened again. Its going to happen again because it's not easy. When it falters, she's out the door.

Take care of your self. Move on. Take your losses. If she's not up to it, why continue holding on. Let go. That's the best you can do in this situation. It doesnt fit you anymore. That's why you've been like this all along.

What about him. He's all grown up. What then. I was in denial. She dont reflect that back to you but she is part of your the reflection. This is part of the process. What then. How do i move on now.

I dont have to bend over backwards. If she does nothing else, i do nothing. I'm not the one who went away. I continue on with mine. Soon as ...you see that. You are not really keen on doing this. Simply move on then. I heads out come back later.

Is it going to rain hard? It doesnt look like it. I continue on. I make that number and it's big. But this doesnt do anything until then. But this is a mystery. I would rather do the unknown than go get a job. 

You saw how that worked out for you. Move on. Continue on to the next one. She has her family. So be it. I have mine on here. Trust the synchronicity in your life. Be civil about it. 

What then. Do hte quest. Build up the account. Build up the business. That's what i'm doing here. Move on. Continue on. I'm not well but i have started getting breakthroughs. You continue on with this pattern on here.

What comes next. You move on. Is he in the mix on there. I think so. It's here. Then so be it. This too is part of the equation. She'll be back at it. She cant control her diet. It's best to move on now.

You get how all this works out. You can work things out. I dont think she can travel but it isnt relevant for you in this way. It was negative in that way. Trust the synchronicity. 

It didnt fix it for them. Why go into that. I have bashar. I have guidance. I listen to the synchronicities in my life. That's the point to this. I'm not taking action from her perspective.

Aha. That too is insight. You know what it is to do because you listen to the synchronicity. What does it say then. All this here and now is what's relevant. I'm here we try to fixthis. It's brken. I stay. 

Will it come back. It's not coming back. It's not the same. I be headed out then. Trust the timing in this way. You see how this is connected. Let it go. Let's get going in this way. 

You get how all this works out. Go head out finish up late if need be, or not. You get the idea. But you have social tennis. You have hitting partners. Or something like it. Best to have a coach but you know how to work this.

I can attend that. Or this one here. It's going to be like that until may. So be it. But i might not be around here. I was acting out of negative beliefs. Now that you know you can work something out.