i have negative energy. Looking into source code shows insistence and expectations. How to be in the moment allowing what is? Just be and am aware. I hada good walk yesterday although it got a bit hard later in the day.
The gout is flaring up again. I've taken meds. It is swollen. I may have to revert back to taking care of self mode. Go for quality. Do one year and you can finish it this time. Break for birthday six events in the coming year. That's one break every two months on average.
Most of the breaks are going to happen in the first and last quarters of the year. I can live with that. I'll have enough in my bag to get through anyway. Eggs and tuna are my staple. I made it through last week. I learned a lot. I can make this coming week as well. I learn more with every call. Why is there negative energy? Insistence. You want it easy.
But the contrast gives you more feedback than easy road. Is there a better way here? It can be. It will be. You are shifting through infinity. You will find your frequency. How to get more out of this? I have enough bus money to last me through next payday. Let's get right through it. These two are going at it again.
The others are still in bed. If going to the mall, they need to get up now and start moving around. I didn't move that bike and it's alright there. Maybe shift back the codes? Not really. I am quite pleased with how things are. I will adapt to it. This is the default. The other is passing through. It may take two years but it is still passing through.
What happens in two years? I could be moving up the ranks or something else. There'd be plenty of others and what's relevant is going to be there. Why do i keep using that word? It's habit. Now that you are aware, you can choose to let go, or find the reason meaning behind it. This way, you get something out of it.
What's for lunch? We can go to that mall. I used to eat there. I can look around or i will bring my own food. That is easy. I can get them chrome bags after christmas. I just need to get through this one process and i'm done. How did she do that? It's a scam artist in the making? It looks like it. But we are done with that.
Once they are defined, they move out. How are things going to happen for you? I'm not sure. But you know the drill. You can take care of yourself either way. You saw that happen? That was feedback. I can use it as such and see how it goes. I don't want to write for someone else. I write for myself then. What would it be. Give me short stories all the time.
Like this situation. Status quo is quiet at home. Then things fell apart with the business. I got greedy. Things spiraled out of control. Everything happend in one week average. Now that you are aware, how to respond differently? You are now in balance lost phase. Where does that shift happen?
It is happening slow or fast. Then you have contrast. Then you have echo. And now you are back in contrast. You use the different response so the other becomes an echo and feedback. Now you respond in alignment. Then you bring the changes permament--everywhere you go. The definitions are more solid.
It brings all into the dsr.soon as it's lined up you have shifted. And then things are back but different. How soon will you get there. That is expectation and insistence. You can switch things around now that you are aware of it. These two are still sleeping. You can go for coffee that way. What to do on tuesday?
Just take it easy. I can go out. I can drive this kid around. I can hang out in the library. Get out and live in alignment. Make it a different response. Is this going to hurt much this time? I have enough food in there. How did i get here? Was it all that junk? How come? The body is not as efficient? It still is. How do you change that?
I'm not sure yet but if you when you trust that it's here for a reason, then you get something out of it. Are you going there yourself? Even in the darkest night you still have your light. It's up to you how to use it. Everything is there for you now. How do i change things? You change from the inside. Look at your source code. You see what's off?
Then change the definition. I already did. Now the negative is an echo responding to something else that's in your head. It's ok to be there. You can allow your self to be in negative but is that the energy you want to hold for your self? I don't think so. Then change it. Use up the energy if you have to. You always have choice. It is not given to you, it is yours to give yourself. In every situation, you have choice. Choose how it's going to be.
That one was long. It's still connected for you. Do i take a nap now? I can do that later when we get back. It can be a much longer nap. When is the other headphones coming in? I'm not sure yet. Maybe one more week. She knows when to push. If she knew that was part of the job, would you have taken it? If not, then do something else. You can always get another job.
Why did she let go of that one? Not enough support. At least she learned something from the experience. Now she can use that energy. What time are we going? It could be just an hour there and here. Where to have lunch? I'm not sure. I can clean that car tomorrow. It don't take much to go there. You get more resources that way.
Then it's going to be part of the expense? It could be. You have the bot running. You can tighten things up later on. The thing is, it's on autopilot. That's why you have this. It don't have to get homeruns. The bot only has to sustain itself. Is this a better thing then? Market is going to go sideways.
Should i trade a different pair? Which one? Cable? No news coming out until later. Is this going to move around much? Can i look at something else? Brexit is going to move this pair. I can check out the charts but in the meantime, this is where i am. I'll use this as a vantage point. Put yourself in that energy. Then you see the reflection.
It's all here for you. What would hero do? Hero redefines things. Looks to the light. Stays in the light. No need for expectations and insistence. Hero knows he gets something out of it. This is the attitude moving forward. How do you know you are on track? Hero keeps to his energy compass. This tool shows him what's in his source code.
Why am i drawn into that. Even the gout hero uses to fine tune his energy. It clears things up for him and it started yestrday. Tomorrow is day three. You can go through the darkest storms and you will always have your light. Know that it connects with you. The storm you project yourself. It is your creation projection.
You put it there because you get something out of it. How does hero move forward from here? You simply allow. You choose your energy vibration. This way you are resonating. You are on the lookout? Not that. It's more awareness and being conscious of your energy. I like that definition then. Are you coming with them?
No. We go after she gets back. Why was that the top of the list? Does it look for behavior on the page? Let's finish writing so i can get on with my day. What is in store now? I can go to takapuna and come home from there. How much time would it take? I'm not sure yet.
That version of you has a different energy frequency. You see the contrast? Use it as feedback. Then you can shift into it yourself. Now they've left. These kids grow up fast. And then what happens? You put it out there. You move the energy around. This is how you affect creation. It all comes from within.
What would hero do then? Lining things up as always. They don't get it that way. And it's fine. Hero sees the contrast and he uses that anyway. How is it going to be then? You talk that way to them? Everything is always different and yet the same. What where is that coming from? You saw what happened there?
It's the awareness. Finishing up and then you can go. He can choose to come or not. But you have this here with you. Use it that way. Finishing this and we do grocery tomorrow. Can you illustrate things that way? How many of them are up there? Is it legal that way? I'm not sure yet.
Finish up.












