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it's cold and i am having a boring afternoon. I feel like i have conditions in place. Wife is going out to see a movie. I can go out and see a movie. I can come home late and sleep late. I start late tomorrow anyway. I finish at six and we go to grocery. Why is am i here. Why am i bored.




I dont know. I have expectations now. Why not ride your bike and just go. It's cold. I can do something else. Why not go to a place that's warm. It's cold in new york and these folks still ride. I have expectations then. What are my options here. You can just ride. You can go out for a walk. That warms you up. Get home you can go get a shower.

Go see a movie sounds boring. Go out for a walk. That will warm things up around here. Then you can do other things. In the meantime you do this. Coffee in the mall doesnt taste good. I can go eat but that goes upstream. What can i do to point downstream. You just do this. You write about it. What comes out of this. I am not sure. Plenty of negative energy there and that's just the contrast.

What els is there. I took a nap. That helps. I can go to bed early but that wont help much. She is going to drive her back to the city. Where are they going to meet. I can go to bed much early but can i go join them. I am not going to eat. What will i be doing there then. I dont know. There is mission impossible. I can go see the new avengers movie.

Or not. But still this is home. I can go out for a walk. She comes home late. I dont really enjoy what i am doing now. It's not that personal. How can i do differently. Find smothing that works for you. Like what. I dont know yet. Write about it. I have the heater on. You can write about these people. It's about this and that. There is plenty here for you. I like that bike over there. I can bike to work. Where to park the bike.




I dont know yet. There are those racks in the bus stop. I can go leave early and lock it up there. You dont leave the brooks thing on that. Then you cant have that. Or not. You can do a lot of different things. Like what. Get one of those and just get over and done with it. I can go for that one but with everyday use it's going to get tattered. That was the experience on that.

But a bigger one comes in handy for me. I use them for everything else. It's not as classy to look at but i enjoy using it. Then get one and get it over and done with. You gets paid on ten days. Nine when you start tomorrow. This is cold but it is getting warm. What else can i do around here. Just sit here and get going tomorrow.

I'll check in with security tomorrow so i can lock up the bike in the basement. Is that going to help. We are headed into summer. Soon as i get out i can ride up milford and get healthy that way. That's a nice ride around. What else is there. I can go up that hill and then chill from there. But the uphill there sounds nice. Then i head back and it's downhill from there.

It's going to be cold that way but i can walk around. There be a lot of things you can do here. See where this path leads to. Why not ride and write about it. Just write how interesting it can get. Write about the adventures you can get into. I go through this on the fast and next thing you know it's friday and the weekend again.




And then you can write about it again. That's the point of all this. You are raising your frequency and you time travel this way. You are folding time when you raise your frequency. It feels like now is taking too long but when you are resonate mode you shift just like that. Then let's get going with this. It's day one now. I can check that out later.

You can put a stop on that when you change the topic. Next week the schedule reverts back but for now, go put your own meaning into it. You know what you are doing here. People can transfer through, or not. It's still up to you. That's how you fold time and space. You get immersed into all that.

And then it gets interesting for you. What are they doing now. What is she doing here still. Going home then. I can see what happens here. If she likes a bike then i can get one later. For now, only do this. I ordered my own stuff. It'll come in when it comes in. I have two sets coming in then another one on payday. I can make it through this week and the stuff comes around that time then.

What else can i do here. I can ride with a group. I can see where this path leads to. This is interesting for now. We can go out. I can have fun seeing a movie there. I am on fast mode now though. No need for outside to line up. I can choose how to be my own frequency. Then they are going to pick up and start headed in that direction. You can do the night market. But it feels old real fast.




And these things are interesting in itself. And nobody is perfect. They are simply doing thei rbest with what they got. When you see under the hood they have issues they are going through. And you can connect in every way. And i have my own issues here. And i dont have to deal with all that. I can write about it though. You know the drill. I have done what i can for this weekend. Let's see what comes next.

What comes next is what i write about. Then you see what you put itno it. You can go that way or do something else. I am doing something else here. You see where this is headed. No expectations or conditions. I can choose. And this is what i choose. I can go to bed early. Or not. I am ready and prerpared to go. I am good to go. Or not. I am not good to go but still i can choose my own pse.

It's all here anyway. When you have all pse lined up then i'm alright. Not fantastic, not down. Just alright. Pointing downstream is more apt to describe it. Then i am pointing downstream. You dont have to know everything. Just point downstream. Take it easy. I get that. Then i have everything in place now. I dont have to do anything now. I can post these. It's going to be alright.

I can write. I will write about it. I dont know what it is going to be about. What comes to mind i write. Then i can explore things. Then i can check out how things are going to be. If they dont want to talk to each other so be it. I'm not the one missing out. I am not putting conditions into it. It's up to them. Then i can just be allow things to fall into place. Do you want to travel.