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I have so much resistance. The local took over. I can am using this to pay attention. I use this to be in awareness.




Then right here it is I am using it. It has served its purpose. It comes back up then I have more energy to use up to propel me move me into deeper awareness. So be it. This is where I am. What's the story though that we put ourselves here. Why not just go there. It is the journey you want.

Its the process. That's the point to all this. Then let it be so. You accelerated and you are in a loop anyway. I trust the synchronicity. It can go this way or that. The point is that all that is is. Why would you rather be anywhere else. The local self is the projection. It's so difficult. The exploration is fun but here. It's an opinion and you dont have all the pieces.




Ok. I accept that then. Can we go now. Let them have their process. I would rather be average now. But you are. And you have connection to flow like no other. Your connection is unique. This is why you are here. The experience is energy you use. Not that you store them for the future. It is energy you use now to get something out of it.

Then I am going to quiet down now. These devices be charging. It's nice to have her around but the rest of the day, it feels like a drag. They have baggage their own so they dont know how to handle it. I get that now. This is empathy. But you dont have to carry them. You simply shine your light. Be in your own light.




I dont have to go. But why does it have to be me mine? Why cant she did she not be responsible for her own? She doesnt know how to do so. Aha. And she doesnt know how to get help. She can but she reverts back. And she didnt go to church. Has she given up on that. I dontk now. Maybe she did. But that's moot now. You get this.

What to do on weekends. Use up the energy. When she goes into that, you do your thing. It's different all this way. Where is that. It's in singapore. It's supposed to be hot there but it's all green. Why is this not tropical. Hmm. That is curious. You can channel it there build it up for a decade. Then it grows on itself. It expands.




You have so much in here. What comes next. They are looking for that. They come back to own it but they be on the outside. They dont have the power you thinkt they do. But why am I here. You spend so much time fighting it. Leave it be. You be in awareness. That's all you need. I can go. I can hang there and have fun that way just watch.

That sounds good. What to make of it. I dont think you have to. You dont shift that. You have them resonate with it. That was the point. I adds that to my list. Why is it separate. It's the first paragraph thing. Now I see. I can have coffee or not. But I can go out for a walk. It's flies. I do it at after five.




I'm fine with that. She has to prepare food anyway. I'll have enough time to finish. Or go after dinner. Or not. It's all here and now. I dont have to go there. If it were mine then I know what to do. Now you see. That's the point. Get this sorted. See how it's connected. But it is a story that gets seen.

I get the point. What was in there. It's the binge watch. People still use it but there's so much drama in here as well. It is opinion projjection perspective. Now you get it. I dont have to dwell on it. I get how this connects back to you. When how to wear them shades. Go early or late. But it's all you.




It'll warm up eventually. How is this mine then. You already know. I too have the fear. But it's the resentment. You get how this is about. Can we go back then. Perhaps. Or not. But it was fun when it was active. Now you know. I miss the kids. I wish I had it back but it's there. The energy is there for you. Go use that energy.

Creation shifts all the time. This is process unfolding. Now you see the point. Use up the energy. Not to move on but because it's here it's what's relevant for you. Trust that it's here for a reason. It all is. I do this today finish it up. Or not. But just get going. Build up that course. Do you have a deadline for it.




Start going. It's all you. You could have done that but you get more insights as you move on along. Maybe do a copy on that. Remove everything else that's not necessary. You've heard enough of that. You can move on, or not. But you get the point. Can I get a different one. I guess so. It is the quality of the ideas.

Then it's served you well. He's sleeping. He knows i'm here. I dont have to force it. Trust the timing. You know what you are doing. You have this perspective. I dont have to preach. This is here for you. They pick up so desu but not I am ok. I am expanding anyway. I get much from this. This here is next.




That's about three months of accelerations. Let's get going. It starts september to january. But now things are different. What comes next. i'm not sure really. Then leave it blank. You can attend to other things. It's the unknown then. You are deep into this right now. See how you get out of this.

You see I have so much resistance. Be in awareness. Be in resistance. Leave it there just be aware of it. You can look under the hood if you want. You can explore. But it is all energy. And thats who you are. I have so much of that. What can I do with this. Write up a story. You have the energy for it. Write itup. I just did.