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I write. Had one hour nap. It didnt feel quite as rested, but it works for me. Then I had coffee. After that, I write.




Wife be home. It's christmas eve. It's not the same as previous christmas but this is what's relevant. I allow, I am aware. Let's see what we get out of this. I'm not sure as yet, but my business is picking up momentum. I am more skilled at what I do, if I can say so.

It's more like tapped in. I get insights. Ideas come easier. I am starting a new product. Not sure when to finish this though. Expectations are in the way, so I have awarenss in that. I had omad today. This goes on I walk out at seven. Maybe head out earlier or so. But this is where I am. Let's see how it goes. How can I make this different.




I dont know. It's easy to walk out that way. Wife be home for a week or two I guess. I'll work with that. I did yoga. Just do this for now. I works. This gets me busy through the holidays and it works out just right for me. It's tight but I get to the other side this way. What comes next. I think funds come out tomorrow so we'll see how that goes.

What about her gift? I dont know. Trust it's gonna be here. Just do this. One daughter is incognito. I allow. I am aware. It's her practicing enjoying her independence. Let it be so. i'm sad that christmas be like this but this is where I am. This is what's relevant. I can go that way but this is my dirty jobs moment.




What else can I do here. It's warm. The temp is going up. It will cool down soon. What else can I do in here. Not sure but omad works. I woke up this morning elevated. It was less congested. I could have gone for a chocolate, but that doesnt raise me frequency. So I do this. What comes next. I removed the judy blume thing. It doesnt resonate with me.

This way I have more time to listen to the other tracks. Is that where it's going next. I guess so. It's what's here anyway. Things are so different now. Am I headed out there soon. I don't know. But is that where you want to go. I dont know. Just do this. I'm not sure where this is headed. For now, this is what I do.




I am getting better best at this. You put in more awareness into it and you gonna be fine here. Do I have to lean into it. I vacuumed this area. It's cleaner now. I moved that bag over there so it gets more oil on the leather. I like using that but right now is not the time for it. I dont have dev work on there and it's ok.

Let's see how all this turns out. Do I check things out on that side. Is there something else in here. I think so. Then we can make other things work in this environment. Where do you dump all that. There has to be a place but i'm not sure right now. It could be with the city. But i'm not built for physical jobs right now.




There are other things in there. Let's see where this is headed. For now, only do this. I have much in there to go through. Finish this one then move on to the next. This is good enough. I am moving up and forward here. It's quiet right now. It's christmas. People are done there. It's moving on now.

What comes next. It is warm in here. Do we get that sorted. Or is there something else I can do around here. It can go this way or that. But for now, this is what we do. Should I get something on that end. Not really sure, but people be building up soon and again. I like the clod weather. How to go there again.




I miss that. It is who you are. You get this. I can get the next door one and see. I guess it's ok this way. What comes next. Just trust the timing on this. That is a city down there and I have so much negative right now. Is there something I can do about it. Just stick with the light. It is all up to you what meaning you give it. That's the point.

I can get through the day with that template filter. This points me downstream and that's more than enough for me. Would you rather have them flies or something else. Not sure. I head out at seven so I can finish by the time it's about to go there. Or not. Just do this then. It wont clear until the next day.




When the card gets here I go use that account instead while this one gets sorted. I dont get to travel much but this is where I am. This is limited but it builds habit. So I get tapped in tuned in. That's good enough for me. There is so much awareness in here. I tried reading another and finished a book last night.

Have I seen something else. Will I want to see that or something. I dont know. Just finish these. It is warm. It's not headed up there and temp is about to go down soon, or it stays on this level. Its peaked out anyway. Maybe next week it starts to get warm again. Or not. Just do this. You'll know what to do. That's the next phase then.




Do I have to transfer all that to the phone. Not really. I need to zoom out for a while get the mind composting the material. Then when you start writing it comes out and pond is stocked again. Is it pond or something else a metaphore. I like a different metahpor. Seeds are planted. That's what I did.

I can work with that. It's like the farm metaphor. You are in that direction. Anyways, only do this get to the other side. And then what. Simply do this. You know what to do. Does it help in there that way. Do I have to review that. Or not. I put the question out there and you had several ideas waiting. I do that tonight.