regret. Why is that. Comparison. Looking back all the time. I allow this here use up the energy or i look into under the hood.
What am i getting out of this. I like the story on this one. Or is it home and they are about to embark start on a journey. That sounds so much fun. How do they support their travel? How much do they make. Would you rather have that golden parachute or a muddy used bike?
That answers a lot. Maybe this is why it's here. It's warm. I sleep much? Not quite. Yes. I took a nap last night. Maybe the bros were pissed at me that way. I am sorry i was like that. I could have chosen differently. It's water under the bridge now. You got something out of it. Let's move on. You needed this?
Could be, otherwise it wouldnt be here. Do i go there again. It's just a reflection and you get here and there and it reflects back into your experience. I want is there and you go into that frequency by resonance and you are were without but within. That was a lot in a short period of time.
And you are still resonating with it. Things are so much different at every moment here and now. You realise how all this works out. Do i wants to write again. I am not sure. But if i wanted to, it is there. And every relevant skill that you'll be needing is right there for you. These skills are resources. Hence, you have resources available at your disposal.
You resonate with them and i can make that soup on low heat this morning so tonight it's good. Then you start over again. The thing breaks down slowly over time and you get to that level. I dont like high heat sudden in boiling water. I can use that in the wok but not on simmer. There's a difference i think.
The other burns the outside while the slow cook gets inside evenly and it comes through. Is it about all these flavors? I can put ginger on it. How will that be different. We shall see. I have bone broth recipe in that book. I will refer to that later on. In the meantime, i finish these. Am i making atonement? It is the other side of the coin.
Simply put your awareness into it. You will know what comes next by open. You see it come through or realise see that it is already there. You simply invite them in. Or not. It is still your choice. And did it had to go through that to get to here. If it were relevant, then yes. You always have choice in this. Now things are different.
I sense that. I have this with me. How did this get started. Why am i here still. I am using up the energy. I write about it. This is the lesson in that and it was an insight. Insights feel like gifts. I go here and there and stopped that already because i seldom go there now. I dont have to anymore. Let's get going.
Why would i want to go there. Not sure about this but trust the timing and you'll know what to do. It is in place already. Not sure if i want to go there. Or i can do that one test that over. Or not. But you get the point. What comes next. Only do this. There was respect in there. I know. Let's get going see how it goes.
That was in the past. Why dwell on that. Or you dwell in the future that you do not have complete view of. Why not stay in the present. Like wanting to cook but not necessarily cooking. I can put the recipe in my phone even on small view. It all comes together this way or that. I can locate the website. But there is story.
I can search to find it. The seo people put them there. It's the arms race all over again. That dont resonate with me. I dont have to go there. Why did i choose to go there. I am not sure. I guess show off. I regret that much. Now things are different again. I dont have to. Why all this regret. Sit with it. Write about it.
Does it end soon. If so, i havent ridden much. Now you know what to do. I can get out ride that and come home. Simply get into that one and continue on. It goes up and down easy. You can make sometihng out of it. How does it work this time. You finish these then continue on. Yesterday was good. I be doing more of that.
Finish work, get out for a walk, come back have that meal. That works best for me then. She wont have more of that perhaps i can fry that and have it for later. It'll have its own flavor there already being in soup. I can make that work. What else be there. You need a fryer oil. I think canola be ok for that.
You have the internet to learn how to put ingredients together. It is the taste that counts. I had grandmothers that cooked all the time. I can reach out to that and pick up insights here and there. I only wished i got to spend more time with them. But that what was there was what's relevant for you.
Was it the pain body all along. I invalidate that then. But you saw the energy. Let's go different this time. Why do they have to do that thing early in the morning. Not sure. What are they working on anyway. Can they not do something else later on. I wouldnt wantto be in that job. They get there early enough wanting to finish early.
Is there anything we can do about this. I can turn on this thing. If he went to bed just now then we create this reality. Use it that way. I can go there. Work doesnt start just yet. I like this setup. Things can be different anyway. And they always are shifting. How is this relevant for me. Am i invalidating self. That leads to the dark side.








