And it's all mine. And i write about it. It dont matter what is on the outside. I can choose to be in the light and everything that's relevant is going to be here and now. I've lost six inches and it's the wife who cheers me on. And it's just right perfect. I have two weeks of uphill but this so i find the pockets of light and convert that hill into a downstream rapid.
I might even start my fast tomorrow, go through sunday monday thru to wednesday. That's a long and yummy stretch for me. I'll look into it. Not much happening around food times anyway. I just get drunk and get lost in the dark. I'd rather be in woosh. It feels just so great waking up in ketosis and going to bed in that energy. The dreams are more vivid there. I was starving yesterday. Maybe things be different this time. Off is at thursday.
I've done three, why not four, why not ten. There be noyps that are on youtube. This is interesting. Things have changed a lot since i was there. What's going to be different here. I'm not sure. Why not get that working and get that turned up in there. Why are they just posing around. Five am. That's too early for me to ride. I would rather start much later and get overnight some place around there. They take pictures not videos. Why is that. They are taking pictures.
That's them. I guess that's how they intend to go about this. I wont wear that. I would rather have a separate bottle and see what you get out of it. The air goes around in there. After a certain time you gain the weight blame it on coffee addiction. This is a good beat. I used to write to this. But it's forcing it out. Car drove by. Seven eleven is a popular out. Folding bikes gives you the option to take the bus home.
Man it's sad that way. I did not know when to let go. Now i am aware. Now i see things different. And it's a sham out there. I dont belong there anymore. Can i change this out. It's either them heavy beats. Why is that guy doing that. He enjoys the attention for the suffering. That is so twisted and sick. I rode that way before.
I dont remember these things. Maybe i can make something happen in here. What happens now. I'm not sure. I really dont know. Just do this then see what comes out of it. Can you impersonate one. I think so. You can beat up those who are not in the know. But there be a lot of things there. Where is this place. These are sick people. Where is that headed. I dont have that but it's the brand name they go for and it's not my energy.
Do i take another nap. It's not going t obe fun that way. I can do somtehing else. Broken spoke and i can fix that and you dont needs much in that side but that tool gets you going and you can do something in there. Where will you find spokes that size. I dont know. You have to get one abroad. This is a long ride and those butts be hurting. Am i paying attention here. I am not entirely tuned in.
How come there's not much of them around. There they are. It's just not a lot of them not going abroad. Why is that. I dont know. There's so much in there and you never got them anymore. The series she's watching is not even funny. What's funny anyway. Can i make something funny. I dont know. What are they wanting and what can be in the way.
Plenty. You can observe that. Where are they headed. Tagaytay? Could be. It's right there going that way and now in bats. It is a long way in one day. I'd be crashing around noon or early afternoon in that situation. Where will you stay overnight. There be plenty along the way. I'm mcertain to find something. That is how they sleep in there. Several in a room together. That is tricky. I tend to hug beside me.
Those are a lot of bikes. They started up early. Things start early in there. I can add tracks that help the algorithm. I'm not sure i can go back to that. I am on a different frequency. Going there is like a chore for me. I would rather do something else. Go to these countries then just sit around do nothing bask in and go for a ride. But that's not her idea of fun and that's where the disconnect is.
Then allow that to be in there. Him and the drummer had an affair. I thought, what? Nobody saw that coming. And where is that place. Where are they headed to. There be plenty of mountain bikers there and that's where the bike became popular. I was off my bike back then. Why is that. I feel like i lost it then. Not lost but it was part of my process then. Could things have been different.
I guess so. Why did i not get a new bike. I dont know. It did not feel like it. Everyone was on mountain bikes. I could have. I did. When it was time i did get me one. Now what. I dont wear the same clothes as everyone. It is much different over there. And it is different for me here. That tire was so thin it was cheap and i was walking all the time. I got me a fake one.
And then i know better this time. I get the most orders and hopefully it's different in here. What am i writing about. She is just sitting there. I dont know what this could be about. They buy stuff to get to that. These are nice bikes. How can i ride in that env. Not sure here. They stop. Even the cars go slow on that level. That's a long uphill. People go up to baguio. I could have gone myself. I would have made it.
But now things are different. What is stopping me here. I am not sure. Just do this then. The algo is different. Is she taking a nap. I dont know what to talk about. We can stop for lunch. But it feels different. Is there anything left unsaid. Just sit here be in this frequency. Then i can be the same as ever and then i can edit these videos later. That is no longer my energy.
How can they afford it then. Maybe it's different for them. He poses with coffee. On a hot day on a bicke ride. Thats not me. I am judging. Was i negative all this time? I guess so. Then i've just written about me being negative there. Did i improve these things. I guess so. I'd like to thing so. I hope things be different now. Let's see how it goes then.
One more line and i am done. I have bike outside. I did not fix it. Not feeling up to it. Maybe next time. Maybe when i do an upgrade on that. But for now, this is where i am. That is like a kid there. Maybe they were kids that grew up together. That's what we had back then. Now it's behind me. And where do these riders go to. Im not sure. Just write about it. They go together.
