I dont even have to invalidate wife. That's her frequency. I dont have to change her. I can only match my own energy, what i prefer. Just go use up the energy. It's not going through the motions. There is a difference. The former is positive, doesnt invalidate what is. The latter is has a negative tinge to it. I choose to be positive. If not positive, at least choose how to make this neutral. Then the energy is mine.
What caused this. I dont know. It's just this though. That is a symbol for you. Not to be negative by killing it. This only means i changed the energy by making it mine. I redefined everything going into pse. How do i do it now. I can allow this to be here use up the energy. Or i can choose some different idea and put my attention in that. I go eight hours into that. I am learning this so i am using up the energy. That's the point to it all.
Then i have somtehig to write about. I dont have to be negative to others unless i choose to. I can choose that way. Or i can choose differently and make it positive for my cause and effect. You see the point to it all. Then you know. How do you know it's a tech problem or a line issue. You know. If it's green and nothing then it's a device. If not then it's network and book tech.
Now that you know simply expand from this. I can ask around. I did not have that as i had that planned since last week. Then it is what it is. I can let go now. I dont have to dwell on it. This is not me. What can i do to finish this. Why not go through this until daughter's birthday. Then a day before i can break then one more for the birthday celeb.
Then i do another stretch for my birthday. After that christmas. I then have enough for this to be finished. Then i have used up the energy. This is why it's here anyway. Now that you know, what to do about it. Use up the energy. Choose what you prefer. That's a big parking lot and it's all public transport. Why guarded. Do others use them as well. It could be. Writing is how i use up this energy.
Then i can write about these thoughts rather than dwell on them or struggling with the energy. This is how you change momentum. I write about it and it's energy being used up. Then i can change things a bit. I dont have to. Just do this. Is there anything else i can do here. I dont know yet. Write. Just write about how you feel, what you think. Write about the thoughts that come through your head. They walk these bikes up the stairs. That is important.
You dont have to carry them. Then you get bike repair. What's this guy about. I dont know. It's just a ticket guy. What are these people about. I can do job like that. It dont have to be fancy. Why not go there then. Why not create these content and be creative. You have conditions and expectations. You simply do what comes to mind then evolve from there. Are we going to have sex tonight?
I dont know. I dont quite feel up to it right now. Then i can have some changes in place. I get what you mean. I dont have to deal with her negative energy. She can put that off or i can do my own way. So be it. Then i dont have to go there. What comes now. Write about these things. I cant control the outside. I can choose my pse. I dont have to create conditions. I can choose.
What then. This is so much better than what i had before. I am able to build up things with these now and i have a lot already. I have an alignment stand and i used it today and aligned the wheels on my bike. That was good. It was a productive day. Plus i saw contrast. I gave myself choice. There is outside circumstance and my state of being doesnt have to be there. I can choose how my circumstance will be.
I dont have to teach them anything. It's a good game then they deserve the money. At least they are doing something about it. This is the choice. I let them make these decisions so they know how to use it in a future situation. I can shower tomorrow. I can go through that again. I am ok with it. I learned much. I am going to learn much again tomorrow and the rest of the week.
It wasnt just me. I had others in the same boat. This is something you just go through. You just do the best you can and resonate through the contrast. It's all up to me. This is why it's here. I put a meaning into it that's in alignment with who i am. This is why it's here. This is a nice neighborhood to walk in. I already know how it feels. Then i dont need to have the experience.
If i get them well and good. If not, im ok with this as well. I dont have to control the outside. Is anyone going to find these in the future. I dont know. If they do then it's like a present into who i was. If not then it can be something else and it can disappear into archives. Then it's alright. I move on. I shift ito a different experience and it' still interesting and i wake up to more of who i am.
It's always like this. You simply choose what you prefer. And that's what i am doing here all the time. I get this. What comes next. There is a straight through road to the city. I can go there on my days off. It's a long ride. That is a good way to get through the weekend fasting. What about this sunday. I can do that this sunday. Or take the ferry. That is something i havent done in this lifetime.
Let's check that one out then. I write fast when i close my eyes. I can do something with writing. Or then again i can do something else. It was a service in there. I think you know where this is going. Then i can see what is there for me. I'll have a look into that. It is an interesting service though. Can i offer that myself. How do you expand with it. I dont know yet. It is something you can offer to other people.
Then there is speech recognition. I dont have to go out and spend. I simply need to downshift point downstream. Can i go to bed. I can do that. Wife goes to bed at eleven. I can do something else. I can shower now. Or i can go out. I can ride the bike through the cold. Is the rain finished. It gets gloomy when it rains. I am sun related. I get that. Then i can be the contrast around here. My energy doesnt have to be based on outside circumstance perspective opinion.
It is an illusion. It is a projection and you put meaning into it. It's subjective. Then it rrelies upon me. How do you use that to buoy up your energy. Yo udecide to buoy yourself up. You dont have to depend on all that. Then he has a choice here. I get what you mean. You always have choice. This is what you tecah your kids. Then it is about positive energy. I hope so. They change things a lot.
