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bored but allowing

 what's the thing here? I'm bored. I havent been doing runs for two weeks now. I pulled a gastroc muscle right side. I am on recovery mode. Trust the timing on this.

What to do later. She heads out for tennis. Give her space. I dont have to be there. She's out for me time. It's not the same river. I dont think she'd ever go back there, unless something moves her.

I guess there's plenty unknown, uncertainty moving forward. That's how the universe works. You get to learn more about yourself by going through to the unknown. I could have gone with ego, but then again, ego doesnt have all the answers. 

I chose to resonate with higher self. This is what's here, hence it's what is relevant for me my process destiny etc. I use up hte energy. Right now, i am on recovery mode. Leave it be. This is like exercising the soul spirit. I've been through my dark night of the soul.

I almost broke. I made it through? I think so. Or at least i think the worst is over. I am gunning for 30 days no triggers. That's how she calls it. I call it spiral into the dark side. But it did not resonate with her so we used triggers more.

Anyways, what's up for today. I am thinking of doing the channel, sell a course. I'd give them talks about this and that how to manage run the account building it up. They can learn more about it by watching more of the video.

But if they want a crash course, they pay for the course as production is part of it. It may be a series of videos that are specified to the email address only. I think it can ork in that way. I'm doing more into that.

Also shoot content about what i do in the day. I am looking into charts throughout the day. I have alerts in place. I've seen that video for a while. It got better. I be headed out next week, but i dont think i can play just yet.

I've seen this video before. I want to move on continue with my life. I think it's rather stable now. People have moved on and i'm still holding the bag. I can look into this anyway. I can check on that but then again it's not about this and that.

I dont think they'd let that happen but i get insights here and there. Now you know. I went out early. I think that was planned anyway and now you know. Now you get it. I learned more about my self that way. This is what's relevant. Am i headed into that again.

I know how to work with this energy. That was weird. It was off by one line. Now you fixed it. I dont want that job. It doesnt resonate with me. I would rather build in this direction. But you want certainty. That's what you sell. Now you know. You get it.

Let's move forward with this. Create content. Make the course. Sell it so it goes into play soon enough. You have enough out there that benefits from this. They are keen to find more about this. 

Now you get that. I practice that. It's more court play time i am moving into. This is what's here anyway. Just do this. Get to the other side. What comes here. I have this and see what happens. 

I am off by an inch. I getthat. I am recovery mode. I am recuperating. Trust the timing on this. You resonate already. You have integrated so much energy on this and made it positive. This is the process for me.

I have timing. This is about two lines to finish. I can work with that.this is what's here and now. You have this. Dog is bored, wants to head out. But it's raining. Light shower outside. I can do a quick walkabout with him.

I think we can do that. We heads out anyway and see what works out. It's okto be home this day. We can work something out tomorrow. And then sunday comes around. I am bored already. Two days and i get back on the saddle.