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adobo for lunch

 i needs to write before going on. Tdoay i'm learning the basics of machine learning as it pertains to golang. I'm at chapter one where it shows how to process data. It's ok for now, i have gemma to help with learning.

What then. I made adobo. It's simmering right now. Tomorrow we get the car. I go with her to assist in case she needs help with anything. Am i weak? I dont think so. It takes a lot of clarity to act in a positive way given what i've been through.

The question now is, which way to go. I am at a fork in the road where i needs to expand on a process. But you always are given a choice. Even if there seems none, you have choice. Ok. What then. See what comes...which doors open. You simply go process. If it works out, go that way.

You'll know anyway. Always refer back to your clarity. Right now, i think it's best i detach from context. Give it time water under the bridge. Once you've used up that energy, then you'll be in a different frequency that's relevant for the next step in your process.

It's all about this. What am i missing here. If when you think there's something missing, then that's what you have experience. But when you see it as perfect for what it is, then you are ok. You get this. Now what. People go into this. 

They are grown up. It's sad it's this way, but what more can you do. I dont...choose not to be on there. Bad things can happen all the time. I dont have to put more hurt into the equation. Simply know that this is here and now. 

I dont even have to explain myself. Ok...given all this. What's the next step. Build up the business. Apply for work. Act on your...do the instruction manual. That's all i have to do here and now. Im, also add long tail effect into the mix.

Clarity and how this is long tail effect. When you have this in place, then you are al good. The instruction manual is like your guiding principle...your true north. Refer to this and you are relevant in every which way. 

I am getting sleepy. I take a nap. Not sleepy, but mentally drained. Ok. This is one more month into the equation. Simply go through this. You'll know what to do once you've used up this energy.

At the moment, publish one vide oevery day. There is a progression on here. The point is that you learn something new. If i get stuck, then i'll continue on with gemma and see what is a recommended fix. That's my process here. I am ok with this.

I know bills are piling up. This too, is part of the equation. I continue on with the instruction manual. This is what's relevant for me now. I have adobo. Do i have early dinner. I can do that later. Or i can have dinner when she gets home.

That too is a consideration. Just do this. You'll know what to do later. Do this for now. Is that a video i want to see. Not really. Then do something else. Mine is a video worth watching later. You see the progress in all this. I can make updates everyday.

Also show what is relevant. I see this in place. There's not much on there so what you bring to the table is going to be considered on there. Is this a relevant programming language? Of course. It's all connected. 

I can do one other or the other and you can easily convert. You have debug mode so i can fix it anyway. This means i have context. I can go every which way. But golang is way much simpler. I prefer this path.

Ok. I am about done here. I take a nap afterwards. I leave this simmering to oget that taste in there. From the nap, i get up and then dry the sauce part. That takes another ouhr. You have everything in there.

I post after this. Then i continue on. I think this thing needs a restart. Or not. Just pkill in the background? Restart would be good. I be taking a nap anyway. Do that then this then that. It's all here and now. You know what to do next.