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what now. Second pages for the day. I stopped doing these when i started dsml. Too much materials to go through. Take it easy if you have to, or feel like it. Your brain guides you higher self and feelings show source code.

Use it that way. So i write. What now. I make spaghetti later. Weather app shows weather improving. If so, i can ride out finish at seven or so. Friday brings rain, maybe saturday even. I dont know what to make of this. I guess it's time to let go of that side of the business.

I can start getting rid of junk. Wife has yet to get her job offer. Once we clear that, we get things sorted start moving in that direction. But i am already moved in that shift. There's a lot of ad for that side. I am headed into that. I get a lot of ideas. I know how to build up projects and portfolio.

It's hard mental work but soon as you shift everything to left brain to right then everything goes into flow. I'm not sure wife works so hard on that. Maybe that's how she processes things. It's what works for her. I dont have to dwell on that then. I can do these things get experience and projects. Also learn bring light to all that i am.

You see how it all connects. Feel that energy? Now you are using creation. This kid leaves for work soon. Am i working tonight? Weather is improving, i think. It does get better then light rains six to eight. Next two days are sunny so tendency potential is for better weather.

Why am i not excited about this. I am leaning towards eating. I see that. How can i get this sorted. You know the drill. You celebrate them small victories because them be reflection. Then you get to the other side and you resonate. I have plenty material to go through. This should last me several months.

I'm fine with this. I fast then i better off work tonight then come home. But i told wife i'd make dinner. What now. Make dinner but go. You open up opportunities better that way. I can still take a nap. It didnt work that way yesterday. What to do on rain days. You continue. This be day one.

You fast three days, break on third, then resume. This be the path. What now. You needs to get busy in there. You neds to raise your energy. You know the drill. You know what comes next. I can ride on this weather and it shows as showers but it is getting better.

So i head out and make dinner before i go. I can make that work. Kids come home and eat anyway. There be two but the other one dont like my spaghetti. I'm fine with that. There's three days of work from this. I think it's best we head out. Then friday i take a break, resume saturday and sunday. I can make that work. Sunday you head for belmont.

You see devonport on a sunday. That be amazing balls. I think i heard that there but things are different now. They are one year into that. Things were starting to get easy then. You know where this is headed. Let's get cracking on this. The creatives wont go there but its their realm and are good at it. Where do they come from.

I dont see much of them there. But how come mine is different. See the comparison i make there. I was made aware, i have let go already. I gained something otu of it, even if it were just for the awareness. It was a practice in awareness. So i work today. This be day one, continue on two more days then break on friday. That sounds nice. How to cross this bridge.

Take a nap, make dinner, then go. It's simple as that. I dont have to post anything anymore. Test that. There you go, now on test mode. It should work throughout the day if volume were an issue. At least i can pare it down to what works. I dont have to get every picture, only those that resonate withme. This one i post, no more pics. I think i save up much time this way.

So be it. It's the story that you tell anyway. How to make a story out of this. I'm not sure. But you go in that direction anyway. I make dinner butthe mince is still frozen. No good to cook it there that way. What are my options here. Continue with the lessons until sleepy, then take a nap. After nap, make dinner then head out.

You dont have to overload now. Just do the best you can with what you have. The thai restaurant be open later. Let's go for sixty this night then come home rest it up. That should work for you now. The takapuna joint seems to be crowded at times. I get better pings in belmont. This is me shifting into dsml. More like ml as there's more hiring on that side. This tells me the minors are being neglected.

How else do you gain from this. You already know and have gained. Here is the awareness. You use that go into the light and you gain something from that experience. If i stayed on there, i dont know if i'd be getting plenty synchronicity. But you see how it all connects. Things could be way much different there.

But you see, now we are moving to aus. If she didnt feel the pain, she wouldnt budge. But she was headed there anyway. How did my awareness and synhrconicity help withthat. You created your own version of them. I get that now. I see. How do i make that mine. You dont. You already know these things.

Thats why i want to go out. Listening, connecting to self is an amazing feeling. This be much better than stuffing. Why not make this one a habit. You know how this works anyway. I can go there now and then take a np. You know the drill. Let's get right into it. You see those that write shortcut. They dont have much connection anyway. Leave them be. They act as feedback contrast. Use it that way.